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2009-09-15T18:17:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey!! :)

baby sent me to school tday =)
had breakfast which his mummy made [ham and cheese sandwich] yummy*
hahas

apparently, mr chua (itp supervisor) had an appointment and will leave at 1230h
so we ahd the whole rest of the day to ourselves!!
hahas
but we worked and slacked, worked and slacked...
hehes... weiqian read my novel and i used the com...
den was back to work again
we left slightly earlier and i alighted at outram stn to hitch a ride frm daddy
who was fetching mummy
on the way, i saw natalie!!
my senior in secondary school
she soooo pretty and tanned!! omg!! :o
hahas...

well, tmr we nid to work more to pu back the time today..
hahas
bleahs :p

well, signing off!!

loves <3

2009-09-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

Long time no update alr liaos...

Hmmm, exams ended last week, only can hope that i wun fail..
Hehes...

Attachment started this monday already liaos
At NUS-Department of Biological Sciences
in the Herbarium office la
cataloging specimens oni
nth much de lor
sianx one
do the same thing lor
on Ferns only
nid finish the whole shelf de lor
can die
eyes sure go cross-eyed one lor
hahas
bleahs..

baby send me to work today, with the breakfast he made for me today
too train to buona vista and then pei-ed me wait for bus 95 to go to nus
den he took train go home sleep liaos

damn it de lor
gto ulcer at such an unappropriate place
den wan teat and drink hard de lor
movin the mouth is already painpain liaos
sadded
called mummy ask her to go buy the medication frm her office there
hahas

went to parkway for dinner and had seafood spaghetti at pastamania
nicenice
hehe
den went to isetan to shopshop
mummy bot her things and she bot for me another pair of tights
but this time is black and is cover all de
hehes

i like baby face wen he is embarrassed
so cute de
so 僵 one
hehe
i like i like
muahahaha

kk, tmr gotta work!!
goin to rest alr..

ciao~

2009-06-28T13:59:00.002+08:00

today weather is super de sunny
woke up and went to help grandma at her fruit stall
den went home to study before going down to haf lunch
den went back home to use abit of com before continuing
hehes.
got malay wedding downstairs
grand de lor and alot of ppl de
hehes
nice to noe
hehes
h1n1 already risen up to 454 liaos
den sing still under yellow code
dunno wad the govt doin sia
haiix

no time to waste
use com abit den study liaos

toodles!

2009-06-27T15:31:00.001+08:00

26 june
went out to sch to check my science project
and studied also
earlier, went to mit bf to celebrate our 9 mth
did nth much la
pretty much mundane
hehes

27 june
stayed at home today to study
woke up at 10 plus cos was veri tired after watching transformers wif family at nite
left bro and me at home onli cos parents went 4 a malay wedding dinner
hehes

take cares... :D

2009-06-24T13:18:00.002+08:00

sry for nt entering the previous 2 days.

monday
my family and i went to malaysia, JB, to shop
initially wanted to shop for shoes de,
but was nt my day as it didnt have my size or that it is the last pair.
damn
mummy bot for me a dual eye shadow
hehes
better than nth
had lunch at wong kok tea hse at city square
den went to holiday inn to buy some shows
hehes

tues
i went to bf hse to study and watch abit of slamdunk
hehes
had lunch at s-11 near his hse there and pei-ed bf go shop for a top
and went to collect ring.
went back home arnd 430

today
slacked at home
initially was 2 mit my frens to do the report
but they said tmr den go do cos the lab tech is back by then
so we can get the reference book to get our results
goin mit bf for lunch at parkway arnd 3 after his CIP

toodles
gotta study!

2009-06-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

went to bf hse today to slack and study also la
hehes
since mst coming soon alr le
had breakfast and lunch wif bf
den watched slamdunk wif him
played cooking mama! too!
gonna save money and buy the game
it is addictive!
mayb gardening mama might be better
hahas
i see how first
hehe
arnd 430, bf sent me to mrt and i went 2 marina square to mit family for dinner
hehes
after dinner, den walked arnd abit before preceeding towards suntec carrefour cos mummy wanted to buy smth
hehes
after that then we headed for home alr
pretty much mundane day la
hehe
well, gotta slp
tmr going to daddy de temple to listen to ppl preaching on the past of smth
nt sure
daddy say go and i go lor
but go there like for so long dunno wad topic can they say for so long one lor
haiix
bf working full shift tmr at scotts
poor bf, better haf lots of rest!

gz also haf lots of rest and eat more!

all take cares

toodles!

2009-06-18T12:03:00.001+08:00

sunny day today isnt it?!
hehes
woke up nearly 10 today man
guess i am really drained after doing jus part of a report ytr at sch
damn it!
need to study ltr on cos mst is coming on soon and i haven realli started yet
onli started on biochem techniques and molecular genetics
haiix
gonna die soon alr le
initially supposed to have lunch wif my bf but he got called back to work
so... ya... decided to stay back at home to study
no choice
hehe
so will be home bound for today
today weather is super de hot de lor
AND HUMID! sweating like no body business de lor
hahas

guess gz might haf reached china by now le bahs
hope all is well for my bro
hehes
take good care there!

gtg study!

2009-06-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

wow, how long it has been since i came to my own blog
hahas
well, as i noe, gz is goin to china tmr till the 2nd of july
jus wanna him to take care wen at there
and to eat lotslots
beter come back putting on weight and not the opposite!
wahaha

will cont to update to be rest assured
gtg

love my baby loads!

2009-04-21T16:02:00.002+08:00

yupp, i noe wad u all are goin to say
that i need to update my blog
hahas
well
i'm goin to now
hahas
-----------------------------------

school as started as you all nowe
hehe
bleahs
my class has been downsized frm 18 to 12!
so sad one actually
cso the class isnt the same as last time lor
some of us are gone, the feelin isnt the same
sobs
so melodramatic
hahas
i have 5 core modules
is enough to kill a person's brain
hahas
tho this is the second day since sch has started
it is kind of a killer as the tchrs haf started teaching and the contents are making me confused
haiix
need to work hard work hard
hehe
finished sch at 3 today, not bad
pei-ed shi en see ppl play badminton
and so coincidentally, saw yuting leh!
my bball fren frm the same secondary school
hehes
miss bball now alr
hahas

2009-03-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

ytd we went to uncle ronald's hse the bbq pit area there

as to celebrate my cousin sarah's bdae!

auntie molly and my her son and my family were the earliest

and the main ppl were the latest

not surprising tho

as my mummy side the siblings are known to be late and hardly on time de

hahas

used to it de le la

so i couldnt care about it anymore than u do

hahas

altho was so bored

could haf died down der if it hadnt been my book who saved me and my psp

hahas

others came den we started the fire and the bbq-ing

it wasnt the parents of sarah who did the cookin

but my cousin hongliang and my dad

my bro and me helped out in the preparation of the food to be bbq-ed

hehes

the drank a can of Carlsberg accompanied with cocktail hotdogs

hahas

nice combination

wahaha

yummy

den was camwhoring on my own as it was kinda bored

before ending, i took a photo of sarah the bdae gal

and then those march babies taken tgt

whom are sarah, her auntie, sarah's daddy-uncle hansen, and auntie molly

mine is nt due til june and i can't wait!

hahas

okok

ending here alr

wan go watch show den chat wif my baby

ciao! : )

2009-03-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

sobs sobs

T___T

my baby no feeling too well de
left early from work today to rest
haiix
think baby too tired de le la
over-exert his body de le

baby arh... ...
have loads of rest and drink plenty of water alrights?
refrain from stranous activities for awhile
if really feel no good, go tell daddy mummy and see doctor alrights?
baby get well soon soon okays?

love you loads
miss you
muackxx

with lots of love,
baby honey<3

2009-03-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i last posted i noe
sorry
hehes

----------------------------------------------

here to wish me and baby... ... ...

HAPPY 6TH MTH ANNIVERSARY!

i always love you

eternity

i promise

will never forget my oath to you baby

2009-03-12T15:59:00.002+08:00

went to JB this morning de
but came back arnd 12 plus cos daddy say he nt feelin well
but we in the mood 2 shopshop de
so he dropped us at Shaw House there cos mummy wan go for the Isetan Private Sales
i tell u all ar, seriously many ppl de lor
all no manners de leh
damn sianx
like one pack of mad ppl de
chiong here and chiong der
went to Polo to see, saw JL and the others
hahas
mummy like this shirt but ex de lor
hahas
so didnt buy anythin in the end
hmmm
den took train to city hall to go to Suntec
at Citylink der, went to see shoeshoe
den the shoe shop PrettyFit, the shoe there nice nice de
den mummy bot for me a pair of shoes, heel de
hehes
cos i oways wanted one but couldnt find one pair that i fancy
and finally i found one
hahas
since sale ma, so arnd 40 bucks
hahas
shoe mummy bot is found on the pic above
den went to suntec and splot our ways
mummy go shop, didi went to arcade play maximum tune, i went to buy novel
wahahaha
bot de le den went to arcade to find bro
he played his game and i jus played 2 rounds of the bball de
but i tink my skills start to slack de lor
cant even get to level 3 de
haiix, shake head
den went to carrefour to buy things for tonite dinner
hahas
fried rice and honey prok ribs and vege!
hehes
yummy!
den went to Secret Recipe to eat cos mummy gt voucher and she wan to clear it
ordered blackforest cake and esprit raspberry(on pic) cos my mango delight no more
sobssobs
love mango de lor
arrgh!
fiiniish eating....
den went home de le
hahas
but walked alot today, so i did exercise
wahahaha
lame excuse
hahas
well, i gonna rest de le
hehes
toodles

14 more days

love

2009-03-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

arrived @ Dhouby Ghaut stn arnd 11 plus

nearly got lost as got so many exits

found way 2 Plaza Singapura and met up wif others

went to Pastamania and wrecked havoc

wahahaha

Dr Yuen was late due to heavy traffic caused by the heavy rain

ordered our lunch and tucked in

took some pics of the class but too big, couldnt get all

lunch amounted to $202.30

but was great havin the class tgt again

hahas

bang seh them, waited for baby

went to basement to grab smth to eat for baby

and went to The Face Shop to buy nail polish

hehes

now realli like hooked to buying stuffs that gals usually buy alr lor

die liaos x__x

hahas

den jus walked walked arnd till so sianx

rain became smaller then went to The Cathay go seesee

nth to c, took train to Orchard go walkwalk

went to Shaw House and went to baby work place

chatted wif Fuad and JL, baby go talk to the rest la

hehes

den went to Isetan to go c baby the clothes and reserved a pink top frm Springfield

nice one

hahas

suits him alot de lor

hahas

reserved le den went to Taka and had dinner there the Crystal Jade

pics above are our dinner

appetising isnt it?

heh heh :P

also camwhored whilst waiting for our food to arrive de

walked to Paragon go see Sony lappy and went to Polo Ralph Lauren go find baby fren

his fren and JL can bcum gd gay frens lor

hehes

kidding

but both JL and baby fren is nt bad looking de

hehes

to me of cos la

hahas

den went to The Heeren walkwalk b4 baby pei-ed me wait for bus go home

hehes

the purple nail polish nicenice de

heh heh

and the red oso de lor

wahahaha

worth the money

wahaha

lovemybabyloads!!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2009-03-07T19:25:00.003+08:00

went out wif baby today to vivo

wanted to catch a movie de, but like waited so long till pek so didnt watch

besides, can also save almost 10bucks de lor

den had lunch at white dog cafe

the set lunch there was nice, and worth the money

hehes 11.80++ de la, but come wif soup, main dish and drink

simply nice [the fotoes uploaded show the food i ate]

hehes

then went to shopshop

hehes

went to ;pageone' and bot a bk by sherilyn kenyon, nice book

then went to shibuya and bot a monthly planner board and

a nail polish

hehes

baby bot a zinc sling bag and a top frm river island

we rested at gloria jean's coffee there

sat on the swing seat outside, was kind of cooling at times cos of the wind

baby ordered chocolate drink and was thick, think put too much milk alr de bahs

hahas

the cup was huge, given that baby ordered the huge size de, lucky no order the xtra large or else is GG alr de lor

wahahaha

jus slacked arnd vivo de lor

then baby sent me home de le

had a great time wif baby today

and of cos, the cam-whoring wif baby also de

hahas

i love you baby

19 days, counting down <#

confessions from a love one

2009-02-22T15:04:00.004+08:00

i love you my dearest baby
i remember the night when you told me that you liked me and wanted to give u a chance
i was really surprised and at the same time happy
partly because i knew that i liked you too
i remembered the time wen we first went to ecp and u bot for me a bouquet of roses and with a bearbear on it de
it was the first time i received anything like it and was really touched by the gift
i like your straight-forwardness, ur shyness and the way u understand me well
but wad i loved most about you is your love and affection that realli touched deep down to my heart and soul
the care you gave me, the worried-ness when i was sick or injured
it was priceless and unforgettable
besides loving you 'cause of the love u haf given me, i loved the way u are
you never hide anything, not even from me and u r honest
i always miss the way you hug and kiss me,
the tenderness you have for me, never wanting me hurt in any kind of way
since the day i met you, i knew that i cant live without you
without desmond, there's no sharon
i love you alot and i dun wanna lose you
its the first time that i realli am afraid of losing someone ii love
it may sound exaggerating, but this is what i want to tell u

2009-02-21T18:05:00.002+08:00

firstly, would like to wish a happy birthday to my galfren, Rachel!

hmm
2 of my 4 pprs haf passes alr
realli draining on my brain cells de lor
hahas
had maths on the 18th and chem ytd
both if i haf to say , were quite on par actually de la
tough in a way, but still able to do
in my opinion. will be able to pass them
however, for cell bio and microbio next week
i do not haf the confidence to say that i will pass la
cos it is not calculations mostly, but memory or factual work actually
in simple terms, PURELY MEMORISING!
haiix
gonna die soon de le
more worried on my cell bio actually
esp on the mitosis and meiosis
haiix haiix haiix
die die die!
finish these 2 pprs and i am gonna use the holi to mit up wif baby if i am able
and of cos to rest
alr becoming one of the panda family de le
hahas
play to the 18 march and then gonna worry for the results on that day at 9am de lor
results coming out
haiix
so scared de le
well, gonna study for my cell bio which is nxt tues!
worried sick
gonna go study de le
hehes
ciao!

love my baby loads!
5 more days to our fifth month baby!

2009-02-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

heyhey
hehe
went to baby hse again to study de le
bleahs
met at 8 den went to eastlink to haf breakky then went to ntuc to shop for lunch ingredients
hahas
my baby cooking for us and his grandpa
wahaha
it was deeeeelicious! finger linkin' GOOD!
hehes
was full, super duper uber fullfuull man!
hehheh :D
went back to study then pei-ed baby c him play psp game
hehes
it was nice jus being arnd wif baby de, doing nth, jus wif him, i dun feel bored
jus peace and of cos love! like DURH! -___-
wahahaha!!!
went home arnd 5 den cont'ed to study abit more
now resting de le
hehe
tmr mit up wif frens den cont study
wahaha
i ordered a dress online dem my cat's and frens blogshop
hehes
the clothes der are super nicey de lor, feminine and super affordable de
i can gurantee wif that,wif my reputation and my word (like my reputation so gd like dat hor)
i ordered a grey dress
the designs is veri nice and baby say is nice de
hehe
catcat help me order and tmr i am going to mit up wif her after my exam at 8
like WTH lor!
my ppr is like the latest it can ever get! haiix
her dear driving her to sp!
woohoo! can finally c her darling alr le
like since last yr may lor
haiix
till now then can see
hehes
but of cos i oso MISS MY CATCAT de!
sobs sobs sobs
going to give her a BIGGGG HUUUUGGGG tmr de lor!
cos she goin back indo on the 26 n be back near wen sch reopen de bahs
oh no!!!
goin miss her lotslots de le again
but i tink it would not b as bad as kelvin missing her bahs!
catcat b safesafe wor
hehes
mus realli go out wif cat and vien de
the three musketeers!
wahahas! kind of lame, but who cares!
i'm not in the rite mind now
wahaha
bleahs
back to my dress it cost onli SGD 16.70!
hehes
baby liked the pink one but left grey and dark blue, so i took the grey
heh heh
dunno how am i gonna look
hahas
cos like i onli got 3 dresses of which 1 of them i haven worn it yet
bleahs
or rather the 3 of them i super long no wear de le
hahas
dunno y oso lor
hahas
but baby prefer me wearing dress cos more feminine and i goin to listen to him
besides, i oso looong time wan wear things more feminine de le
hehes
anyway, i got chem ppr tmr,
so i gonna relax for now abit den chat wif baby later b4 slpslp time!
hehes
gtg, love you baby and cat!

gals who wan to buy clothes, try going to this website, it will be up to ur expectations de! www.onestop--shopping.blogspot.com

2009-02-14T20:32:00.004+08:00

happy valentines to all couples!

hehes

met up with baby and went to bugis

hehes

was being 'caught up' by 2 gals selling roses

pestered baby to buy for me

but we kept laughin and turned down the offer

hehes

went t crystal jade and ordered xiiao long bao, codl dish and la mian

was so freaking full till couldnt take another bite

then we walked walked and walked
hehes

went to take neoprints (unfortunately, i couldnt scan and upload the pics yet, soon alrite?)

we took some pics during resting our tired feet outside kinokuniya

went to arcade and then went 2 watsons and bot blusher and eye shadow frm silkygirl

hehes

baby wan see me more in make up and i am gonna learn but will take some time

hehes

then went to face shop and baby bot for me nail polish

the whole package lor

means frm the nutrition coat, base coat, nail polish and top coat

so sweet

thanks for the presents

i love you

bleahs

hmmm

then baby go buy some skin care products for himself

hehes

baby pei-ed me go home taking bus 12

then we alighted a stop earlier frm my stop and walked

wanted to spend more time wif him so i suggested it

hehes

and it indeed was great

hehes

pei-ed him wait for bus 30 and waited a long time de lor

duno y the bus driver take so long de

hehe

but while waiting, saw got paramedics near the bus stop attending to an old lady

tink she fell down de bahs

poor thing, old le, fall down can be quite a bad injury

hope she is ok

hehes

dun wan to be so '3-8' (if u noe wad i mean, :P)

ending here de le

hehes

in a nutshell, i realli enjoyed today wif my baby

realli enjoyed cos it is wif u and no one else, but my baby

i love you <3

muackxx

2009-02-11T18:06:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY

met dearest at somerset then walked to cineleisure

then had breakky at long john

walked to dearest office place go find jianlin

then walked back to taka go seesee then go back to cineleisure

watched movie 'Bride Wars'

gd movie then went to play pool

I OWNED DEAREST 3-1 IN THE GAME!

YIPEE!!!! :D

then went to basement for lunch

then bus-ed to suntec

went to arcade to play abit then to carrefour to shopshop seesee

slacked at a corner for a while

then went home after that

baby bot for me a white top and yellow hotshorts

thanks baby, i love you

realli liked it de

----------------------------------------------------

TODAY

met dearest at 10 at tampines stn

then went to eastlink near the interchange to haf breakky

hehes

then went to his hse

with the intention to study de

but in the end, ended up playin wif dearest

hahas

his granddad was at home

he looked cute

hehes

i wanted dearest baby to say to him but baby dun dare

hehe

so paiseh de

hahas

played in his room and also used his lappy to playplay and watch

hehe

slack there

then went to tm to haf lunch then walkedwalked

went to see hp de, cos dearest intended to buy but nt anymore

hehes

then i went to buy some hair accessories

hehes

headed to ntuc to buy bread cos he was supposed to do night shift tmr de

but last min, he didnt haf to

gd thing, so dearest can slp longer

hahas

dearest then bot for me a red and pink rose de

so sweet

i bot for mummy 3 pink ones

hehe

then he pei-ed me wait for bus to go home

hehes

baby, thanks for everything today de

the fun and the love

hehe

thanks for the roses too!

it was my 1st time receiving it and i realli loved it!

i love you, my baby.

realli i do! forever <3

muackxx

2009-01-30T17:31:00.003+08:00

heyhey!

went out wif dearest hubby today to sentosa as it has bin quite a while since i last came

hahas

so we took the monorail to imbiah station and walked arnd

furthered our distance to underwater world

i haf nv stepped foot in there for eons de le, cant recall

wahahaha

dearest pei-ed me go and seesee the fishes

hahas

but got alot of china ppl[no offence] and they like think it is they own it de lor

look at us like bu shuang one de, they cant wait for ppl to c finish one meh?

aiyo. no hope

i took some photos

such as jellyfishes, coconut crab and the japanese giant spider crab

it was fascinating! octopus,leafy seadragon, sharks, garoupas and manymany more!

then we took the red line bus to the dolphin lagoon area der

while in the bus, i wore hubby's cap and took some zi lian pics der [below pics]

hahas

like punk'ed look rite? bleahs. more like bad gal it seems

wahahaha

went to the animal area der and had a short session of reptiles

and the guy was introducing on the green iguana

the skin of the iguana seem nice for the texture and it seems friendly

wahaha

den we headed back to vivo wer we haf long john for lunch

den we went to watch 'inkheart', the show wasnt that nice as i expected

it wasnt exciting, seems mundane, kind of flat, if u noe wad i am saying :)

den he sent me gome after dat, cos he meeting his mummy at TM arnd 6

had a GREAT day wif hubby today, and it has bin a long time since we haf bin tgt for a long while

hahas

thank you hubby for today

i realli had a great time

wif u, an exciting adventure always unfolds for me, for us

i love you

2009-01-27T16:55:00.006+08:00

celest and lydia

celest lydia(niece) sarah(cousin) me!

sarah celest della(niece) rayson(neph)

edmund(cousin) uncle george

second aunt gals congregation :)

niece rui en (cute rite?)

rui en rayson(nephew)

rui en rayson eating 'man tou'

rayson della rui en rayson n mummy

first miting of rayson n rui en

rayson and mummy

all about rayson

went to my cousin melvin hse at woodlands today

arrived arnd 12 plus

saw auntie and my cousins in the lift then got into wif them

many ppl came and it was boisterous really lively!

got many hongbaos

but the star was my baby nephew, Rayson

then i took quite a few photoes as seen

and the majority of them were of baby Rayson and my other nieces, celest and lydia

they were so adorable de lor, cannot resist wanting to pamper them de

lydia and celest are sisters and were wearing almost the same designs of dress

the other baby girl is rui en , the one wif the bob style hair and big eyes

she is so cute de lor

reminds me of myself wen i was young

wahaha

i was keepin lydia and celest company while her mummy, my cousin ai ling jiejie took a break

lydia is more shy than that of celest who is more outgoing

hahas

but both realli like to play games, any type of games de

hehes

stayed awhile der de, before going home arnd 4 plus to update my blog wif these cute fotos!

and also chatting abit wif my dearest hubby<3

i took a foto wif celest too! look alike dun we?

bleahs :P being bhb

well, gtg

happy cny!

i love you

2009-01-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

happy chinese new year to all!
woke up at 7 plus to bathe and everything den headed to grandma hse to bai nian
was the earliest to arrive, therefore, we ate first
within the hour since we came, my other relatives started to arrive
was so lively and i kinda missed it since my grandpa passed on bout 2 yrs ago
missed him, sobs*
since visitation ended early as usual on the first day
we headed to jb, had our lunch der and caught a movie der too
'underworld-the rise of the lycans'
the movie was awesome! all the actions and the plot
simply superb!!
den went back after that
was so tired that i slept in the car on the way back
hahas
went to grandma hse to haf dinner and continued to fill our stomach at home
as daddy bot some food back frm jb
hahas
received alot of hongbaos today
not bad
wahahaha
tmr would haf to wake up super early, arnd 6 plus
cos haf to go to temple to pray to taisui den not sure go home after that or what de
mummy haf to prep some food to bring to korkor melvin hse as we having pot luck for lunch
tmr is goin to b a long day i guess
hehes :D
anyway, wed can go find dearest awhile de le!
hahas
iloveyou

2009-01-26T00:31:00.002+08:00

Firstly, a HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR to all!!
yupp, to my family, frens and besties of cos! hmmm. sharmaine, wenjie:)

Secondly, HAPPY 4 MONTHS to my dearest hubby!
I LOVE YOU!
Thanks for stayin by my side all this while and putting up wif my ridiculous temper
heh heh.
iloveyou,forever,surely,really

2009-01-22T07:21:00.002+08:00

today realli gd de lor
hahas
the time now is 7.21am
and i jus woke up
hahas
wen my class was sippose to be at 8
i am such a gd gal rite?
so no choice i haf to miss the first class
wahaha
damn it lor
hai me ytr go chiong do the tutorial 7
haiix
but nvm
at least i got do lor
wahaha
so goin for cell bio lesson str lor
goin to haf my bath soon then chiong for lesson de le
hahas
well, gotta go!

dearest, lucky having u called me den i woke up
if not, tink i can miss the whole day alr lor
hahas
really thanks!

i love you!
4 more days

2009-01-21T20:46:00.001+08:00

heyhey everybody
long time no post alr le
hahas
hmmm

met dearest today
hahs
so happy de
ahter cell bio class
took train back wif jasmin, i alighted at city hall
met dearest der
went to find a toilet first cos had a bad tummy ache
dearest waited for me while i went to relieve myself
hahas
den we had lunch at the same jap place we last went
the fd der not bad de
hahas
den went arnd in marina square to look for clothes cos dearest wanted to shop
hahas
he in shoppin mood
travelled frm suntec to marina square and back and forth
hahs
gd exercise for us
hahas
went to sky park at suntec for almost an hour
the weather was great and was an enjoyable time
hahs
anywer wif dearest is enjoyable
hahas
bleahs
den saw playsch tchrs bring the kids for a day out at the skypark
they were simply adorable lor
hahs
cos i love kids loads
bleahs
hmmm
den got one small little boy came up to me and i asked wan 'baobao ma?'
hahas
he let me carry him awhile lor
hahs
i realli love kids
wahaha
den i let him go de le
cos me and dearest wanted to go buy water and den cont to shop
hahas
bot a present for my laptop
a sticker for the keyboard one
hahas
cow pics, super kawaii neh!
hahas
den went to popular at suntec to buy foolscap
den went back to marina square and played bubble bobble at the arcade
wif dearest
i won him but lost to myself not long ltr
hahas
nvm dat
hmm
den went to Recoil and dearest bot his very FIRST PAIR OF SKINNIES!
congratulations
hahas
initially cos he was conscious
but i told him dat it looked gd on him
so he bot
hahas
nice
bleahs
now he contemplating wen he is goin to wear it
cny eve or 2nd day of cny?
hahas
i'll leave him to it
wahahaha
well, i gotta cont on my chem tut!
gtg, byebye!

dearest hubby,
i really enjoyed the time we spent today
hahas
cos it was wif u dat made my day
i enjoy shoppin wif u
much more fun and meaningful
hahas
cny comin alr le
might fo bai fang ni wor
hahas
oh ya, i did say dat i really love ur cologne
hahas
i meant it
but i love u more
hahas
i love you
5 more days!

2009-01-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

i duno why
i seem to be oways disappointin u in one way or another
talking wif you on the fone jus now
i could feel that u r nt in a gd mood
and do not want to talk to me like that de
mayb it is jus my thinkin
but tis was wad i felt
i noe i disappointed u yet again by not keepin to my promises
n i forget certain things but i didnt mean it
really

2009-01-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

WHY I LOVE YOU?

1. your voice makes me smile
2. your smile gives me butterflies
3. you make me laugh
4. i can always talk to you
5. you find time to call/text me
6. i can stare at you for hours and never get bored
7. youo are the closest thing to perfect
8. you're everything i wanted and dreamed for

I GUESS THE REASON WHY I LOVE YOU IS THAT YOU ARE YOU.

I LOVE YOU <3

2009-01-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

heiyo everybody!
---------------------------------

woke up arnd 7 plus in the mornin today
realising that i woke up late
so woke up and rushed to do my wahing up and pack my things
den went to bus stop to take to city hall and then a train to somerset
cos i was to mit hazimah and faye there at 8
i arrive first and bot a stick of chicken nuggets to eat first
faye came not too long later and she was bz finding a loo
hazimah came last as she had to take a train all the way frm choa chu kang
so was quite some time
walked out and found the loo
then headed to the singtel com building to mit the rest
didnt noe wer to mit
so called vivian, then found the others
went up the bus
surprised to find out that yi feng who is my SPA club fren and
another of my GEMs classmate also volunteered for the thing
ate our breakfast which was nasi lemak, bee hoon version
den rched the destination
which was at pipit rd der
arnd macpherson der
gathered, took some grp photoes
den had the briefing
then off we go to our assigned hse
it was a single mother and daughter hse
faye, me and hazimah offered to be their chatting companion
while the others cleared and painted the hse
felicia, which was the daughter's name
was also waiting for her o lvl results, same as my bro
she was nice to talk wif as she is veri jovial and sociable
so we chatted wif her and her mother
till felicia's fren came and both of them went out for NP and NYP open hse
so left us to accompany her mother
spent till like till 1 plus 2 den 3 of us gals went bakc to paint
as we wanted to paint the hse
hahas
so we indeed paint la
and made quite a mess of ourselves
heh heh
the ending of the hse after the paintign was a good job well done!
titinrg, but fun
i dun mind doing it again
as long as it makes someone else happy
i am willing
cleared up and then went to take a grp foto wif the mother
then went back alr
went back wif yi feng and faye as we had to go to the same bus stop
faye took 155 home. yi feng took 65 or 66 home while i took 135 to parkway
to mit my family for dinner
had dinner at the fdcrt as basement
den my bro went to buy a psp frm comics connection
gd lor
hahs
i wait till after CNY den i go buy
hahas
he bot it frm his fren
as the person working in the parkway branch is my bro fren
whom i got to noe thru my bro last yr
married, young and quite sociable
hahas
nice fren
--------------------------
yepyep, tis was for today
and i am sry to my galfrens
jasmin, peiyu and shimin
cos i culdnt mit u all to do our IDEAs project
realli sorry
--------------------------
tired but was well worth it
--------------------------
hubb, dun work till too tired wor
or else i xiin teng one leh
hmmm
results comin out in 2 days time le
wish i could be wif u wen u get ur result
but i cant
jiayoujiayou wor
no matter wad the result is,
i want u to noe that u haf given ur best de
so dun worry kk
i love you

2009-01-07T20:48:00.003+08:00

a brand new chapter have started for me and him
being friends now might be a good thing?
i'm not sure
to me, at least i think that it will be a test of how much we really love each other
it can be a time for us to think clearly what do we want in our lives
but not to worry my friends
we became friends for a short period only
and is not because that we do not love one another or vice versa
but is due to that we feel it might be better for the both of us for now
what happens in the future, who knows?

hubb
even if we are in this friendship stage
it might help us to find ourselves back
why we got together and the other things
but one thing for sure is that i won't stop loving you
no matter what
i will get back to you sooner or later
so don't anyhow think okays?
being friends for now might be sad for me
but it is ok as we are doing it for our sake
i won't let you down
i promise this
i won't stop loving you, neither would i forget you
cos you are the one person who makes me feel safe/loved/protected/cherished
you told me that you are not really a good boyfriend or what
but believe it or not,
in my eyes,heart and soul, you are someone i see as the best boyfriend i ever had
and i would never regret meeting you or loving you
you are the only one who has seen the true innerself of me
the weaker part of me, the sharon without the happy 'mask'
you are the one who i know i could lean on as you are always there for me
and this is why i love you so much and deeply that no one else can take it away from me
i can assure you that
so even if we are in this friendship stage for now
it would not change the fact that i love you and want to be with you forever
i cross my heart with it

2009-01-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

wad is happenin to me?

feel like screamin out

2008-12-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH TO DEAREST!
hehes..

woke up at 5 to give dearest wake up call
cos he haf to report at 8
cos frm today got the isetan sale
so his manager ask dem to report den
ke lian de dearest
so called him
slept den woke up at 715
needed to go down to help grandma at her fruit stall
daddy told me n bro to b there then de
but in the end, i was the first to wake up and the first to b der
gd lor, my dear bro and daddy
bang seh me

bot breakfast den headed to JB
journey was smooth der and back
bot snacks cos the shoes i wanted was the last one on display
so didnt buy
bot snacks and new shows
hahas
gdgdgd
but sch starting alr de le
see got time to watch ma
hahas

had claypot rice, vege and sichuan soup for lunch
and bryani for dinner
today dearest workin late
will b home arnd 11
will wait for u de
hehe

i
love
you
,
dearest
hubby
!

muackxx

happy
3rd
mth
once
again!

2008-12-24T11:25:00.002+08:00

went out wif dearest ytr to celebrate our 3rd mth
as on the 26th, dearest has to work and i cant go out in the nite
(thanks to my parents)
spent a short while wif each other onli
cos my mummy alr suspicious de le
so i could get 3 1/2 hrs out of it most
haix
i realised that my posts here are becomin to b more sadder dan happier
dun wan to say more on it
is not that i dun wan to spend more time wif dearest
but is to say that iam unable cos i cant let my parents noe that i am wif him
if they noe of it, i haf no idea wad words would come out frm their mouths
haiix
excluding thr fact that u are selfish, i am also selfish dearest
of cos i wan to spend more time wif you
i try not to think wen the time to b cinderella is almost over and i haf
to get back to reality
cos i noe u oso will b tinkin, so i wan to b the strong one
the one wif will console u, tell u it is alright
altho i noe damn well that this is my fault
as my parents are me
dearest being a more sensitive person compared to me
i want to b the pillar of u
ofte, u are sad and i perfectly noe dat
even tho u would deny
but is obvious
i do not wan to hurt u
and i noe that wen my sch starts nxt wk, the time we would b able to mit would b even less
sometimes i would tink, but wad the heck!
since we r at this stage,
mayb we shld make do wif wadever time we haf
long or short
even tho we both noe we wan a much longer time for us
once, my fren told me
jus spend wadever time u haf which ur loved one
be it a min or hours
cos it is not the time spent tgt which is impt
but the feelings felt and the content of jus being able to b tgt
jus the 2 of u in ur own world, nth else
as the last thing i wan of dearest is for him to b sad or hurt
nt jus b anyone, but bcos of me
whether it is my prob or cos of smth which would make him sad for me

but onli 1 thing i can say now which is
I LOVE YOU, DESMOND
for now and forever

2008-12-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

sorri Bloggie!
my fault, looong time no visit u chatchat de le
sobsobs
nah, i post here 1 for u kk?
hehe :)

woke up arnd 8
bathed den did chores mummy asked us to do
finished den went to vivo's Candy Empire to wait for dearest<3
went to Golden Village to see got wad show can watch
since both of us went to watch YesMan! ytr at Tampines's cinema
wahaha :D
watched 'Twilight" at 1pm
as we bot the ticket arnd 10 plus comin to 11,
we went to the Food Republic to makan first as both of us neither haf had our breakky
after filling our stomach and were satiated,
walked to Times first as i wanted to lok for a book written by C.L Wilson
hehe
but sadly :(, it was nt available
never mind, guess i will haf to head to Borders some time soon to purchase the book!
hahas
den went to walk arnd to look for dearest's<3 CNY clothes
since his daddy gave him money to buy
spent the whole waiting time choosing his clothes
bot a jeans frm I.P Zone and the rest(polo-t, short-sleeved shirt and a white shorts) frm Freshbox
i chose the white shorts cos it matched wif the grey shirt( and he agreed!)
a green polo-t was nice cos it complemented his skin tone and he hardly haf a strong colour clothes in his wardrobe, i guess
hehe :P
so it was kinda nice
hehe
it was a nice feelin to help dearest<3 wif his shopping
wahaha :D
so his CNY clothing has bin settled
hahas
good job
wonder wad will his parents comment on the different kind of style he would b wearing nxt yr
hahas
cos dearest<3 said dat he wonder wad will his mummy comment wen she noe his style of wearing is abit diff
hahas
'Twilight' was great!
tho i haf watched it online, but watchin it in a cinema was another feeling
the show was fantastic and i cant wait for the next sequel
hehe
Edward Cullen is simply gorgeous in the show la
who noes bout his real attitude
hehe
after the movie, we went walkin arnd den headed to the basement to find some fd
cos we were kinda hungry
but i didnt eat much cos i was meetin mummy later at vivo
which means i get to spend more time wif dearest<3
arnd 4 plus, sent hubby to the mrt der, he went home while i waited for mummy
after dinner, mummy went walkin abit
after dat, den went home le and now blogging
hehe

oh ya, the pic was taken while waiting for hubby as he was trying out the clothes at the Freshbox
spent quite awhile der la
hahs
so jus took for fun
wahaha
kinda lame la
but who cares
(evil laughter)

ending off!

mixed feelings

2008-12-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

am i a gd gf?

tis is the question i haf been asking myself lately
over and over i ahf been disappointing my bf
no matter wad
it seems i cant go into a relationship wifout either of us being hurt
i cant oways go out and dat i cant let my parents find out
even if can go out, onli can mit for awhile
n onli a few days a wk

and i jus made him so pekcek n bu shuang again de le
cos of me being afraid of my parents
alot of things dat haf been confirmed haf bin made into nt confirmed
walaos

once my bf said dat for love, it is giving
to me it is to give and take
but it seems i am nt doin according to my agenda
i seem to oways take frm him and nt reciprocating

tmr i made a pact to go to expo wif him
initially was super happy cos can mit him
but den suddenly rmb dat tmr is a public holi
den to add more to the prob, mummy say she might follow me to expo
like wth!
wanted some time alone wif my bf den my parents came into the pic

i seem to oways disappoint my bf
no matter wad
nt letting him noe my whereabouts, wad i am doing,
i dun wan him to b hurt anymore
and now he is super pissed off wif me
cos tmr date might be called off

first time seen him so pissed off
dunno wad can i do to appease him
is der anythin i can do to salvage the prob
sometime i feel i am making him very tired
i dun tink i am the ideal gf for him
his first gf, i tink i gave him a bad impression de le

wad can i do?
i wan to b wif him
but keep hurting him like tis
if this goes on, both of us would nt haf a happy ending
cos i am the decision maker but oso the one who is the decision destroyer
which makes him super unhappy wif me
altho he oways says he is ok
jus to prevent me frm feelin guilty or wad
but like tis he is makin me more guilty and sad

now i wonder how long can we last being like tis
nt wanting to leave him
but to avoid letting my bf being hurt,disappointed,angry at me
cos of my freaking bloody prob
cos of my timid nature against my parents
i wonder if we jus be frens would b best
nt dat i want it
but it might b jus for the better

he is a wonderful bf
he might nt noe it
but he is the one who gave me the most happiness
of cos, sometimes sadness
but he is the one who made me feel dat someone realli does love me in tis world
i dun wanna lose him
but i dun wan him to b upset cos of me
i promised him dat i wouldnt cry r b upset
but wad can i do?
i realli am super sad and full of guilt

i realli feel like crying
i tink i haf pushed him to the edge today
he is super angry wif me de
i dunno wad to do

do i haf the strength to stay on?
or... ...

desmond, i am sorry

2008-12-06T21:00:00.004+08:00

seems like eons ago since i last posted de lor

hahas

srysry

went to suntec and marina square today wif mummy

den to didi workplace later in the afternoon till night

mummy bot for me a dress frm Esprit

cos i want more dresses ma

i got onli like 1 dress in my wardrobe?

hahas

so got one mroe new one lor

hahas

but mummy say most of my clothes are dark dull colors de

wad can i do?

hahas

my colour tone onli allows me to ahf a specific range of colour tones onli de

hahas

den she oso bot for me a new watch

hahas

since everywer got sale ma

hahas

so is cheaper

den walked to suntec to shop shop

cos found out that it was rainin cats and dogs outside

wind so strong

tot it was typhoon lor

wahaha

den at suntec i bot a mini water bottle de

got 2 colours

pink and blue

i tot that if i bot the pink one, my frens all sure tink smth wrong wif me in the head bahs

hahas

cos i hardly haf anything to do wif the colour pink one

hahas

except a shirt or 2 onli

hahas

so i bot the blue one

hehe

at least today bot a few things

hahas

monday goin to singapore expo for the borders book fair de

hehe

wan go der c got any nice books on sale ma

bleahs

will b meeting my dearest bahs

hahas

well signing off!!

2008-11-27T20:32:00.003+08:00

was so damn freaking shagged today de lor
in the mornin dat is
hahas
cos slept arnd 12 plus cos nid study cell bio
stupid cell bio
sapped all my brain cells de lor
wanted to study on bus on way to sch de
but cos too tired de le
cant believe i slept the whole journey to sch de lor
hahas
so tired
^___^
felt like can fall aslp while walkin de
went 2 dover stn to wait for my gals
realised me,jasmin n doralyn all wore black top n jean bottom
hahas
chem lesson was so wad de lor
mr lam kept repeating almost the same thing de lor
wan box him in the face de
'follow Markonikov's rule' his FAV line de lor
can drive me nuts de
den had cell bio test nxt
can tell u, die de lor
so many careless mistakes de
haiix
x___x
finished den went to FC 3 to haf lunch
den slacked at T6 lvl 1 while waiting for the next class start
whole 3 hrs was using com de lor
reading 'eclipse' on com
hahs
so long no read de le
hahas
den math came, tchr teaching partial differentiation
no idea wad he tokin about de lor
jus copy wad he wrote on the board
den had RWP test after dat
tink can pass for dat bahs
hahs
i hope so
brain cells all gone de le
so nt studying
tmr den start
hahs
cos MST nxt wk de le
sobs
T___T
daddy picke me up den mummy den didi
den went to kallang airport 2 haf dinner
had spaghetti
den went to parkway to get didi new glasses
nid get use to his 'new look' de le
hahas
at least more mature
nt the toot toot look de
hahas
bleahs
den on way back
daddy say grandma nagged at him cos of me
den reason saying dat cos i too skinny, den dunno wad de lor
den mummy joined in the 'fun'
(roll eyes)
both say i dun eat or wad de lor
den i veri thin or wad de
cant stand it de lor
oways say it de
i got eat de hor
is onli u all nv c onli de lor
i at sch gt eat breakfast de, lunch oso got de lor
i in poly eat much more de lor
dan compared to last time de lor
haiix
but dun tink dey trust me de bahs
i onli noe dat i got eat
dun believe den heck care la
wad can i say de lor
haiix
i'm jus me, jus thin
wad can i do?

2008-11-26T19:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH TO MY DEAREST!
I LOVE YOU!
------------------------------------------

finished sch at 1 today
took train to city hall mit dearest
went to a japanese restaurant to haf lunch
super full de lor
thanks dearest for the lunch!
(:
walked to marina square the Han's der to do my studyin
cos haf cell bio test tmr
sianx lor
dearest pei-ed me der lor
thanks soooo much de
tho hai u so sianx der de lor
left arnd 4 plus comint o 5
dearest sent me home
den he took 30 den train home

hubby dun so fan le ok?
any prob jus tell me de kk?
bout e moving de, dun worry
still in singapore
will mit u de, no matter wad
(:
smilez ok?
muackxx

loves <3

2008-11-21T18:42:00.003+08:00

did bacteria culturing today

was veri fun

did wif expired milk

but the smell of the milk was overwhelming

nt to mention the smell of the molten agar

hahas

'heavenly'

wasnt tinkin well today

seems llike my brain chose to shut down

hahas

got my time mixed up

n my short-term memory loss seems to b worse today

hahas

stress? i guess?

finished sch at 12 today

had lunch wif my gals den went to book project rm

slacked for the first few hrs

den times up for the rm

had to spend 1hr45min out of library cos the next bookin slot is at 3

went to cafe@Moberly slack

jasmin lappy wif me, she went for GEMs

i with peiyu n shimin

ate nachos wif melted cheese

simply finger linkin' gd!

hahas

went back to project rm at 3

it was the firs time we realli discussed smth in a project rm lor

hahas

cos normally we book was to play n slack

went to do our IDEAs project which was due on tues

hahas

finished tinkin, den Pei Yu was like tinkin of our clique's name

[SPJAY]
hahs

simply fun

here is our trademark-->

tinkin of doin a t-shirt for the 5 of us gals

hahas

nid come up wif final design soon!

misses hubby loads de!

5 more days!

2008-11-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

sory for hurting you
sorry for oways makin u worry for me
certain times or most times, i shld say,
i do things dat would constantly hurt u in a way or two
big or small
i didnt spare a thot for ur feelings
mayb i'm nt cut out to b a good galfren
but someone who would oways hurt another
i didnt mean
wenever u r sad, i oways start to tink dat 'is it me dat caused you to feel tis way?'
i cant bear to c u sad or hurt
wen i told u tis nite dat i nid time to tink over
it was actually cos dat i noe i caused you 2 feel those way earlier
but i dunno how to make u feel better
wen i noe dat u dun wan me to feel guilty or wad
u'd rather bear all the negative feelings, leaving me for the good onli
i thank you for dat
but jus dat, for once or twice, i realli wan to noe how u realli feel
so dat i noe wad to do in the future nt to make u feel tis way again
i wan u happy, nt sad
tho it seems to go in the opp way dat i wan
i am sorry to cause u like tis
sometimes, i wish dat i can b the perfect galfren dat u oways wanted
but i noe it wun come true
cos life isnt dat simple
i love u wif all my hrt
if u choose to doubt dat cos of wad i said or did,
den i haf nth to say to save myself
i jus dun want u to tink dat wen i say i nid to tink it over,
it signifies dat our r/s is on the line
it doesnt
i jus nid to tink to noe wad i can do in order for u to b happier
n nt doubt wad is btwn us dat much
i noe my sch academic is kinda affecting us in a way
cos i am havin sch n i end late, while u r goin to work soon
haix
i dunno wad can i say anymore to let u noe dat i am nt angry or wad wif u
but trying to figure out ways to improve our r/s
n the trust btwn us
dat's all

2008-11-16T17:18:00.002+08:00

went to pasir ris chalet arnd 4 plus

huimin was inside, shuling went to school

kelvin,aik hai kor,hao han,boon siong, youshun, jie lun, han bing, ann chen were there

dey were, erms... doing smth nt for the eyes la, M18

hahas

waited for shuling to come back so can start bbq

so the guys n i walked to E-hub to buy half a dozen of beer

n some chips

den walked back

saw my vivien darling and weichan

spent a long while tryin 2 start the fire

helped to fan the flame while shuling they all took turns to cook the stuffs

weichan n hao han helped to butter the food

ate finish den

time was nt so early, so jus grab my can of carlsberg n shared with the gals

weichan drank abit onli cos hanbing dun allow

so me n vien darling shared

but she nt feeling well (emotionally), so wanted to gulp the beer

didnt want her to, well she drank half, so did i

den nt too long ltr, she was kinda drunk

face was flushed, dizzy, wanting to throw up

arnd 9 plus 10, pei-ed the guys to E-hub

cos they wan to buy more beer n oso play bowling

i went along to mit my hubby

he came to pei-ed me then

the guys had to wait cos got waiting line

so went to watch 'quantum of solace' den came back arnd 2 plus for them

i went to mit hubby

n spent some quiet time at pasir ris park

was realli nice

cos can spend the nite wif my dearest hubby

but cos of the beer, i was kinda slpy la

hahs

long time no drink, alcohol lvl nt so gd de le

hmm, went back to bathe n oso slept till 4 plus

dat was arnd wen korkor n some of the guys came back frm drinkin

woke up den went to mit hubby

he waited for me de lor

so sweet

realli love him for dat de

cos he realli thinks for me b4 himself

altho i noe dat he is tired, but he wun say it out de

tho it is alr written on his face de le

hahs

realli thank you my hubby!

den went to pasir ris park again

wantin to watch the sun rise but c the clouds

tink no hope de le

hahs

too tired

so went back to grab my bag den went back

told youshun

but tink he blurblur de

so jus msg-ed aik hai korkor lor

haas

hubby pei-ed me to the bus stop n till the bus came

den he went home

told him to cos i noe he veri tired de le, os hungry

rched home, realised door was latched

so cant go in

daddy mummy didi slpin

so jus bcame a wanderer arnd the estate lor

hahas

till like 8 plus coming to 9

wen i took my chances

slipped my hand thru the window grilles n turned the latch

hahs

yes! success!

went in

placed things in my room

den went to slp

didnt wake up till arnd 3 plus

so shagged x___x

den woke up n did my materials for my GEMs portfolio

now here blogging

the time spent wif u is priceless

n cant b bot or traded

it is smth u n me experienced tgt

iloveyou, realli i do

signing off!

2008-11-14T19:37:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY!

had microbio prac today
was fun!
wif all the staining n steamin
hahas
lookin at those bacteria under the microscope was interesting!
never get bored of it
haiix
but tink stood too long de le
lower back aching
nw still got la
but nt so bad de le
(so dun worry kk) (:
met up wif dearest at outram stn den took train to harbourfront to go to vivo
walked n decided to watch 'Magdagascar 2' without intention de

REVIEW OF SHOW: nt too bad, funni n touching tho. taught of the meaning of kinship n friendship n love. 4/5 rating. :D

seats were too comfy, felt like slpin
hahas
but didnt
hmm
went to slack awhile
since meeting family at marina square
dearest pei-ed me to suntec n we sort of went back to 'Bakerzia' at basement
once again, cos we went der like 2 days ago?
hahs
weird
dearest felt funi
hahs
cos the lady rmbed us lor
hahas
ordered iced mocha
yummy!!!
after dat went to the arcade der the seats n sort of 'slept' der?
cos i was to tired de le
dearest oso jus closed his eyes
den about time den walked to marina square
of which i sort of bang seh-ed him all of a sudden cos my daddy called
den was kinda got keyed -up lor
had dinner tho i was sooooo full
hahs
den went home
heh heh
nw blogging

tmr goin to my sec sch class's chalet cum bbq
@ coasta sands , pasir ris one de
dearest tmr pei-ing me ton overnite
hehe
lookin forward for tmr!!
cant wait! :P

i love you, dearest hubby!

2008-11-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

sianx.
havin a suppper long break now de le
hahas
till 3 pm actually
since 9 plus
hahas
damn super sianx de lor
in library project rm nw de le
goin gamin nw before starting to do our projects

things to complete soon!
1. Math PBL (progress report due tmr)
2. IDEAs project (due on wk 7)
3. Chem test Chp 1-3 this thurs!

SIANX ARGHH!

sads

2008-11-08T20:15:00.004+08:00

nt feelin well..
well, nt physically, neither mentally,
but emotionally
went to JB today, but i was like a zombie,
no life
no mood

i feel i have a natural tendency to hurt the ppl i love
be it intentionally or unintentionally
i seem to 'love' to break promises
den in the end, make someone sad
which makes me feel real guilty n sad

dearest, i am so sorry dat i oways make u so sad n
disappointed de
which i oways dun feel gd about it
i dun wan u to oways b the onli 1 to feel sad or wad
u r the last person dat i wan to hurt
but the first to make u laugh n smile
n love<3
wen u sent me those msgs earlier in the day
i felt real sad n guilty 4 makin u feel tis way
dat i wanted to cry

sometimes sometimes
i tink if it is necessary to feel tis way

but i realise i love u too much
so much dat i cant let u go nw
even if we fought or wad
but if u were hurt, i would nt noe wad i would do
but to make u safe frm bein hurt by me
sometimes, i tot if i'd leave u alone
would it help??

i feel crazy
cos i am beginning to feel greedy
wanting u by my side every moment
but i dun wanna hurt u
cos wen i c u hurt, feel u hurt
i hurt a 100,000 times more
i jus wan u to b happy
truly happy
dat's all i hope for for u

i love u <3

happy bdae!

2008-11-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO MY DADDY!

-------------------------------------
finished sch early arnd 1140 today
went to dover stn n wait for dearest hubby
took train to bedok den waited for 196 to go to suntec
wanted to go to ecp de
but weather too hot n my wardrobe for today was nt appropriate
at bedok stn saw hubby's class gals
hahas
dey alighted at parkway
went to suntec den played at arcade der first
den jus walked arnd in suntec
nt much
but the time spent wif hubby was realli great
cos hard to mit up de
due to my sch which oways ends at 5 de
at least can mit hubby once a wk minimum,
i happy le
den suddenly daddy msg me cos he want to fetch me bck
so had to say i alr on way home liaos
which is true la
waited till 430 den went home
damn sad lor
tho is daddy bdae, but wanted 2 spend more time wif hubby de
haix
went parkway jack's place to haf dinner
so full de lor
so decided to postpone our dessert to tmr
tmr goin to JB again
hahs
can go buy things again de le
wahaha

signing off

ps: pei yu, get well soon wor. no milk for u n onli warm water.
dearest hubby, cant spend much time wif u today, realli sry
wish could, next wed i make it up to u ok?
love u loads.

2008-10-31T19:47:00.003+08:00

had class frm 11 to 12 onli
so wake up at 8 today
hahs
so long never woke up tis late de le
heh heh
had cell bio lesson
then took train to somerset to mit hubby
den walked to cathay cineleisure to watch ' the coffin '
surprisingly, saw kenneth, junrong and one more[cant rmb his name], SPA club frens de
onli ken watch high school musical 3 wif his fren, the others watched 'the coffin'
hahs
same timing de lor
so coincidental
the show ok de la
onli some part scary due to the sound effects and the make up
but other than dat, i find it so-so onli de la
but watch wif hubby, makes it more fun
wahaha
den took 14 to parkway
went to borders
went to read the book by stephanie meyer, breaking dawn
i wan buy all her 4 bks
but so expensive de lor
so read onli der lor
since jasmin lending me the fourth bk cos the third bk everywer out of stock
haix
nth to say de le
so sad de lor
hahs
den later went to mit parents while hubby went home de le
sorry cant pei u go to bus stop hubby

well, signin off!

2008-10-26T00:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTH MY LOVE!
I LOVE YOU! <3

2008-10-24T18:05:00.004+08:00

the need to c u is driving me nuts!
the urge to go n find u is driving me insane
i noe the time spent is short
but i realli enjoyed every min i spent wif u
who dont wish dat time would stop
but in reality, it doesnt
so we jus haf to make do wif it
hope dat i could mit u everysingle day
hope can b by ur side every single minute
but dun worry about me ok?
realli i am fine
cos i dun wan u to worry,
so i promise i will b fine
cos i love u too much
too much to want to b apart frm u or even break
so dun tink too much worry
cos i love u, desmond
realli i do <3 alot

--------------------------------------------------------
i hate havin flu
cos dat is wen moi voice changes to like so low?!
hahs
skipped the last lect which is Report Writing and Presentation ytr
cos realli nt feelin well de lor
whole day like walkin zombie like dat one
heh heh
went home, bot early dinner
chatted wif darling for awhile
den took medication den slept le at 8 plus
super early de lor
hahs
but wad to do
sick ma
wan get well faster

today had microbio prac
funfunfun!
cos was usin microscope to search for the bacteria
and some of the protozoans n algae
cute, cos can c they all swimmin here n der in the drop of pond water
on the slides
den went for cell bio tutorial
entered the LT4A(A) aka cold palace
hahs
so cold, onli can stone lor, cant concentrate
behind me could hear kwoon hang and his buddy azman
'arguing' on some M18 stuffs la
hahas
was so hilarious dat the ppl in my row n his row were laughin like mad
hahs
den jasmin, shimin n me went to fc 3 to haf lunch b4 headin to library to do project
made advance bookin for the project means we had to wait for half hr b4 we could use the
room we were assigned to
while waitin, darling called me n we chatted for awhile
den ltr shimin n me went into the room n did bout 60% of the presentation slides le
leavin the rest wen we mit on mon
waited for jasmin to finish her GEMs
so watched bangbangtang n shimin watched her show while waiting
hehes
den had alot of fun in the room den
hahs
oso confirmed venue n time on mon to finish up the presentation due the followin day
haix
so many things to do de lor
plus tues oso endin at 6!!
damn!!
left sp arnd 4 plus
at least tmr is a weekend
can use the time to fully recover since i am bout 70% recovered
on the way bck, saw jiayao n willard in the clubhse
missed dem soooo much de
hehes

signin off!

ps: darling ar. the pprs dat u haf done alr, u haf given ur best shot, so dun fret over it le kk?
jus jiayoujiayou for the remaining pprs bahs! i noe u can do it de, cos i noe the amt of effort
u haf put in. so u will not fail de cos i haf faith in you. <3.>
n thank u takin care of me wen i am sick. oso thank you for those sweet sweet msgs. realli
love u lotslots de! 2 more days, my darling.

2008-10-21T19:10:00.002+08:00

20102008:
class prac for cell bio was to look at whilte blood cells
n dr yuen said we needed to use OUR blood!
!@#$%
since i partnered wif jasmin girlf
i told her to use her blood as i was nt feelin well
but the lady who was supposed to help us get the blood said her skin hard
so cant
i was like omfg?!
whole day kena taunted by me sayin she thick-skinned
hahas
in the end i had to donate my blood
had to donate twice cos for 2 slides
did twice lor cos the first time did nt haf enuff blood
haix
blood circulation no gd de lor
hahas
but was the most fun lesson of the day de la
heh heh

21102008
NO IDEAs lesson
NO I&O Chem practical
onli haf math lesson frm 3 to 5
so met boyf at tampines at 8
went to mac to eat n study abit
cos sick, so he bot for me some stuffs dat is gd for my throat
so sweet of him, gan dong dao ku
thanks darling!<3
he did his maths study, i did mine
den after dat went to the open air area outside to sit arnd
was bein 'stalked' by boyf lor
den dun wan delete
haix
nvm la, since so hardly get to haf pics of me smiling
heh heh
den walked arnd tm n cs many many times de
hahs
no aim de lor
wahaha
den had lunch at seoul garden
he treated
thanks once again! (:
den after dat went to washroom
he changed into his uniform cos got eng exam today
hahas
nt bad wad, no nid ps de lor
heh heh
den on the way down, saw gabriel, glendon, jinjie
dey came to do their IDEAs project de
den dar n i left for the train station to go to sch

math lesson was so borin de lor
couldnt concentrate
so played shimin's mp4
played sudoku, shiok de lor
hahas
still can at least use abit of the brain cells la
hahas
den after dat daddy fetched me frm the sch the taxi stand der
den go fetch mummy
den go kallang airport buy dinner
haix
sick sick sick
so ate hor fun
haix
hope can get well soon de lor
tmr meetin boyf again!
cant wait
altho for a realli short while onli
sobs

signing off!

5 more days! lovesloves<3

2008-10-18T18:29:00.002+08:00

woke up 10 plus today
supposed to help grandma today de, but 2 tired le bahs
sleep deprieved i guess?
heh heh
daddy picked didi n me up arnd 11 plus to fetch mummy frm work today
waited so long for mummy
cos the meetin ended later dan supposed
as she was late, daddy n me 'bullied' her sayin she treat us to gd food
so she said okay, went to eat @ sushi tei!
had beef ramen
omg! was soooo delicious!
burp!*
:P
weather was sooooo damn hot, tot can get heat stroke de
finished lunch, den went to the big splash der cos was hsavin car boot sale
so went to c c
regretted wearing skinnies, cos was like baked oven!
x___x
mummy bot a bag for me n herself , 2 for 30 bucks!
cheap!
after dat, went to T3 for air con
hahas
slacked at yakun der awhile
didi readin up on chem, daddy slp abit, mummy did sudoku
me... ppl watchin
wahaha
@__@
saw yuting der oso
so qiao lor
ytr saw her at parkway burger king, today at changi airport t3
was studyin for her o lvl , startin nxt wk
den after dat, went to cut hair
mummy oso cut
i cut shorter dan usual, mummy daddy said is neater n nicer
so ok i guess
hehes

darling studyin at home
wished can mit him fastfast
but o lvl start nxt wk de le
den cant mit
sobs
miss him muchmuch
!@#$%
nxt wed hope can mit him de bahs, after his ppr
i love you, boyf! <3

8 MORE DAYS! LOVES.

tired! zombie-like stage

2008-10-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

x__x

so tired!

went out today wif my darling <3
walk walk, shop shop
den went to parkway after dat
walked arnd den at last ended up in BORDERS
found a corner den i read Dark Curse by Christine Feehan
cos the book cost like 30 bucks! omg de lor
so expensive
boyf was readin up some cookbooks (can b chef de le)
(:
den arnd 5 plus, walked boyf to bus stop
cos i meeting mummy at parkway for dinner

P.S: thx 4 e present darling<3,>
will cherish it wif all moi hrt de
a thousand ILOVEOU's can NEVER take over the love i haf for u
爱你,<3>

pissed off!

2008-10-16T19:39:00.002+08:00

nv go to T14 even if u wan to repair ur com or wadsoever!
dey onli make it worse!
cause me to pon 2 hours of basic microbiology!
!@#$%
damn damn damn!

ps:10 more days!

loves my darling truckloads!

2008-10-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

had class at 10 today in the mornin
math tutorial was alrite
ended early cos do finish tutorial 1 den can go le
heh heh
so off we went to fc 2 the mac der la
saw eezzat der, mu xing cut his hair!
better la
hahs
for sports
wahahaha
ate mac chicken den went for microbio lect
the lect talk make me feel veri xiing kuu leh
like she out fo breath de lor
hahas
class ended den went to take train wif darling jasmin
went to outram
saw SPA fellow fren, karen
oso alite at outram, but she goin to chinatown wif her fren
went to the north-east line to mit dar
took train to vivo
walkwalk den eateat den walkwalk again
hahs
had a great time wif him today de lor
but the weather was so damn freakin hot dat i can melt de lor
haix
den arnd 5 plus, went to bus stop opp to take 30 home
waited for like 15 mins plus plus b4 the bus come lor
haix
nearly kena heat stroke de lor
x__x
after dat, den got home le lor
heh heh
mitting dar on fri
cant wait!!

signing off!

ps: 11 more days! <3

I LOVE MY DARDAR!

bored bored bored!

2008-10-14T19:29:00.001+08:00

long time no blog de le (heh heh)

sch started a brand new sem ytr, 13/10/08 :)

sch started today at 8, met others at 0740 at dover stn

had IDEAS wif ex-biophysics lect, mr goh tong hng

had to do a presentation on the 3rd wk

i was like OMFG?!

so tis sun, mii, jasmin, pei yu n shimin goin to mit at novena stn

nid do some things for the project

haix de lor

damn sians

den had an hr n a half break

eat at fc 1, den book project rm at library

den headed to T221 for I&O Chem prac briefing

ended like in LESS THAN 1/2 HR?!

had bout 3 hrs to waste b4 our math lect at T726

so went to Common Room to slack

wer some of the clubhouses were situated at

above my SP Adventurers clubhse ma

hahas

got air con, so nt bad

got a guy in the skates club hse, was watchin show on his lappy

den he moved to the sofa near us la

so the lappy was like facing us so we could like.... watch? :P

he was watchin 'Meet the Spartans'

damn lame de lor

haix

so went to FC 5 to c the new air conditioned fc

found out in the end dat still the same lor

onli added a front entrance, installed air con, changed grilles to glass windows onli

waste money lor ( -___- )

den went back to the common room to slack again

by dat time the show ended liaos

so he watched tis japanese show bout a golden retriever puppy de

dunno wad is the name of the show (heh heh)

didnt c finish de la

had to go for the math lect

so off we go

sat in the last row

but his lect was SOOOOOOO DAMN FCUKIN BORRRING!!

dat like 3/4 of the class was nt payin attention

learnin bout differentiation but however

he was teachin on limits, how to find gradient n then find y-intercept

all these in like... 2 FCUKIN HOURS?

so sianx de lor

sianx till like i had the time to take pic of ppl slpin n talkin! (wahahaha)

siyang was like askin us if anyone got storybook, but in the end, she was playin her hp games

jasmin was like readin some mag

i was takin fotos n passin arnd sweets to my frens

by the time the class ended, our class was the first to get out of the room lor

our buddy class was still inside blur blur de

wahahas

some pics for u to enjoy!

signin off !!

12 more days! (:

TIRED!!

2008-10-04T22:01:00.003+08:00

woke up @ 0630h
bus-ed to city hall, train-ed to bishan
waited for sally jie, den waited for auntie molly to send us
had egg mcmuffin for breakfast
den started to fold incense ppr
folded frm like 10am to 5pm
in between, took breaks
toked to dardar on fone(miss him)
folded till upper back ache like SHIT!!!
rested, 2 recharge for wen the BIG CROWD comes
the big crowd came arnd 7, den frm den on, auntie/cousin n me haf bin standin for like an hr
by the time the crowd subsided, we managed to sit down
and this time, my lower back ACHED LIKE HELL'S HELL!! @$@%$!$
oh ya, cos the incense ppr cost onli like wad... 2 BUCKS!!
BUT GOT SOME PPL EVEN THO GOT 2 BUCKS IN THEIR HAND, THEY JUS GIVE 50 BUCKS!!
LIKE WAD THE FUCK!?
onli give us more problem onli lor
cos we dun haf any small change
but they jus still give
FEEL LIKE PUCHING THEM IN THE FACE N GIVING THAT 'I WAN 2 BASH U UP' LOOK!

nw at home le, taken a nice, long, hot bath! (so shuang)
drinkin nutri tea nw
haiix
tmr oso nid go help
cos tmr pray 'confucious'
den mayb got more children comin
DIE LIAOS!
tink tmr back sure dislocated de
haiix
tmr nid go early to re-stock the incense ppr
hand turned red liaos, cos of the colouring
sadded, T__T
kk la, pics above r some to show u @ the prayers der..
signing off le

ps: dardar, dun worry bout dear la... wil b ok de lor... hehe... nxt wed listen to dar kk?

bugis!movie!

2008-10-03T19:49:00.004+08:00

went bugis early to buy smth(hehe)

den waited near the fountain der for dar

dar came wen my fone rang

person frm MDIS called n arranged interview for me

next wed at 230

i dunno who left my contact wif them de lor

would like to thank him/her

headed to buy ticket

watched 2pm de Eagle Eye

Review: nt bad... exciting n veri thrilling! worth to watch!

esp wif all those KA-BOOM! n cars banging here n der.. COOL MAN!

cinema was soooo COLD de lor

omfg! jacket on alr still shivering frm the inside

oh ya!

THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE, 2 KIDS WAS RUNNING UP N DOWN THE AISLE!

was sooooo PISSED OFF!

#^!#!@##!$!#%@%

at least i didnt haf to shout at them or wad

cos got one old sikh guy helped us

but to no avail (haix)

to warm ourselves up, we walked arnd first

den went to the Basement to buy smth to eat

den headed to Bugis Village to walk walk

oh ya, i saw 2 of my sec sch frens, but dey were sec 5 de la

den also another one, who was in NYAA wif me de

saw him reminded me of those days we had kayakin n rock-climbin lessons

so nostalgic(awwww)

den after dat went home

dar pei me wait for bus

den he went to mit jianlin at tampines

alighted 1 bus stop earlier to walk slowly bck

since the view was nice frm the overhead bridge

i mean the sun la!

hahs

didnt take pic wif dar today, srysry wor

too cold le

cant smile

hehe

so took some on my own on the overhead bridge

abit crazy rite?
wait ppl tink i wan jump(muahahaha)

the last pic meanin is=long road which i haf come frm

kk, signin off le

ps:thanks for today dar. love you. <3

2008-10-02T16:05:00.002+08:00

woke up at 10 plus?
woke up den got headache
got nagged by dar
hahs
sweet
too tired le
whole day helpin out at auntie the temple der
wanted to go n help today de
but too tired le
mummy daddy oos say i dun go le
today rest
sat den mit cousin sally den go tgt
so at home rottin again
watch online movie de lor
hahs
and of cos! bang bang tang la!
wahahaha :D
cant wait to mit dar tmr!!
wells, he jus got bck frm sch
goin study le
so nt goin to disturb him
tonite den chatchat de bahs
hehes
misses him loads!
<3<3

busybusybusy

2008-10-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

went to bukit batok to help big auntie again ytr

stayed till like 9 plus 10 cos it was oso rainin heavily de lor

haix

so 10 plus den headed to 4th auntie hse

cos me n bro stayin overnite so can pop over to the temple der to help the nxt day

cant msg dar ytr, so was tahan-ing de lor

rch auntie hse, russell, auntie dog was so high de lor

jumpin n barkin n sniffing here n der de

mummy daddy stayed over for abit den left us de le

bathed le den ate choco rice cake as we were hungry

cos didnt eat much de at the temple der

den bro went to slp le

we slept in cousin pauline rm cos she is in england studyin for her pHd de

while i was on the fone wif dar

cos he cant slp de, so he called me den chatted till he wan go slp

since i am nt the early slper de lor

didnt realli slp de

kept tossin n turnin

dunno y

normally can slp even tho is nt my bed de leh

but jus cant slp

so slept for like 3 hrs ++?? nt sure

@__@

woke up at 9.18am, oso woke up bro de la

den washed up n ate choco cake again cos auntie was out for her temple chantin

den left me bro cousin hongliang n russell

bro n me watchin show

russell was so bored till he slept beside me

took some pics(soo cute de!)

whole mornin while waitin for auntie to come

was like msg-ing dar de

since can msg frm TODAY le!

so happy ^__^

auntie came bck arnd noon, bot for us duck rice

nt bad

den cousin hongliang sent us to the temple

so many ppl de lor

like sauna in der man!

frm den tink was 1 plus, sat there foldin incense ppr till like 6 plus

b4 headin home de

cos tis is a 9 day affair, so till nxt tues den finish

tmr no one can help big auntie de

4th auntie work, mummy work, bro sch, daddy nt in town, cousin sally work

so i tink i go down help big auntie de bahs

tho mummy n dar tell me to rest

but i oso nth to do at home de lor

might as well i go n help

fri wun b helpin, goin out chill (hehe)

sat meetin cousin sally at bishan stn at 8am!

den auntie molly fetch us der

sun unsure yet, mon n tues oso goin down help

busybusybusy!!

fold incense ppr till both hands turn red de le

hehes

but was a nice experience n was fun

ppl der so nice de lor

oso was like eatin vegetarian for like 3 days le

hehes

nice one man!

dar mus take care of urself de la

nt feelin well

den o lvls comin up le

mus take realli good care of urself kk?

realli miss dar alot alot!!

<3<3

2008-09-29T10:23:00.004+08:00

<3好想我的dear喔!<3

will b goin out wif sharmaine n sandy at 1 to ECP

coem back le at nite den will update more kk?

cya!

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met sandy at NTUC taxi stand der

chit chat abit while waitin for sharmaine to arrive

all come le den headed for ECP

slow walked abit first b4 goin to loan bike

loaned at the one nxt to the burger king der de la

so nice lor the boy, gave us one extra hr besides the normal 2 hrs

so total we got 3 hrs

cycled to near the national sailing centre der la den turned bck

cos look like wan rain liaos

but go to bedok jetty n slacked der abit de la

den c clouds soooo dark, den rushed bck

returned bike to ppl, sad lor

less dan 2 hrs returned liaos

but wad to do? weather no good

(shake head)

ate at burger king, chit chat-de more

found heavy rain

finish eatin le

went to arcade upstairs play

so fun lor

then played tis dancin game de la

sandy n sharmaine were like giggling away

cos i tink their first time playin de bahs

successfully completed the second dance out of 5

den realised dat there was a grp of ppl watchin us lor!

we were like... so paiseh!!

ARRGH!!!

played finished le den went down, waited for daddy to pick me

so we took foto lor as memory

hehes

daddy came den shun bian dropped sharmaine off at parkway bus stop der

sandy mummy fetch her home

den went to fetch mummy frm work

headed to bukit batok to big aunt der

cos got prayers, her temple de la

had dinner der, vegetarian bee hoon n curry vege

helped sell incense ppr n joss sticks n oso folded incense ppr

4th auntie was talkin wif mummy so i onli one sellin

so sianx

so miss called dar, den he called back!

den so chit chat wif dar, missed his voice.. hehes

but couldnt chat for long cos mummy naggin again le

tmr goin to help big auntie der again, den at nite go 4th auntie hse stayover

wif bro oso la

cos wed Public Holiday, so all can go down help out

hehe

but will b online tmr de la, in the nite in my auntie hse

of cos will chat wif dar de.. promises...

hehe

wed can msg de lor, cant wait!

can msg dar le

muahahaha

anyways, gonna sign off le!

byes... <3

sianx/hot!

2008-09-28T19:10:00.003+08:00

woke up 9 plus by mummy

headed to market to find daddy n bro

were helpin grandma cos tmr prayin

den left to thomson rd somewer der to eat prata

while i had mee goreng

nice!

den since still early n was realli full,

daddy drived us to ECP walk walk

parked near the bedok jetty der

saw students washin cars so guessed dey did it for a project

or 4 CIP

one of the girls asked my dad if dey could wash our car as they were doin 4

charity n at min of 10 bucks

so y nt??

paid them, told dem which car

den we slow walked to the bedok jetty der

OMG lor! weather was so scorching n hot!

but i enjoyed it cos i realli lloved tis kind of weather alot!

nt many fishes caught, mayb due to weather ba

walked bck, slacked in a shelter hut, relaxin/coolin down by the breeze

nt long den walked bck, found car washed alr, den headed home

read my novel till 3 plus den slp

dear msg me, didnt reply.. sry wor... ):

daddy woke me up arnd 5 plus to 6 to go for dinner

went to kallang airport again! to eat

had kway chap(my FAV!)

drove to leisure mall

saw ppl playin bowling den went to the pet shop

the pets on display was so kawaii de lor!

saw black mouse on sale, altho price wasnt stated

the hamsters n rabbits were cute, but nt as adorable as the mouse

but the hamsters n rabbits were slpin tgt, so lovin to me

(awww)

took some pic of them

mayb tinkin of buyin the mouse ba

hehes

but nt any time soon! :)
alot of usherers at the leisure mall carpark outside leh

tink der will b a after-party at the indoor stadium ba after the Grand Prix

was like takin my chances c can find my clib mmbrs ma cos some workin as usherers

others as porters or other posts de

but sadly

nvm, sch re-openin soon le

cant wait!

miss my classmates loads loads n

of cos my club mmbrs 2!!!

hehe

oso miss my dear.. <3

anyways, signin off!!

out!

2008-09-27T17:02:00.004+08:00

daddy dropped me n bro at CS

mummy daddy go c hse

bro n i separated frm der

he go Safra go play LAN(warcraft)

i go walk walk

no aim, dunno do wad

go to TM

went to Precious Thots n bot a mug (as shown above) for my bro

found the words suited him la

hahas

to buck him up for his o lvls tis yr
den went to Art Box, a shop nxt to Precious Thots n went in

cos the bags n stuffs der on display were nice

saw many bags, but felt tis cat bag in pink suited mummy lots (shown)

so i bot it for her

i so nice today hor? hahs...

bot smth for bro n mummy, but daddy's one will b ltr ba

after dat, went to Times to find novel by Christine Feehan

but didnt haf the one i was lookin for cos her bks are in series

nvm, so bot another of her book, on another diff series de

den went to Coffee Bean n bot ice blended mocha, yummy!

nt long den daddy picked me up n headed to the Safra to wait for bro to play finish

so waited in the bowling centre der

saw a couple of pro players lor

so consistent, STRIKE! SPARE!

nt human to me la

hahs

got one boy, tink my age, wah, i tell u, he play damn pro lor

mus all b seasoned players ba

cos his family mmbrs all oso vero pro de

daddy mummy n me watch till jaw drop lor

hahs

den went to play 1 round of pool wif daddy, by then bro play finish le

was wif us

i lost to daddy by 2 balls lor

haix

nvm, he better dan me la

dey said dey like the hse tink is 487 de ba

nice, spacious, reasonable price... but nt sure dey wan anot lor..

hehe

so nw at home bloggin

haix

tired

total expenditure for today:

19.90+4.90+5.60+2.00+13.65=46.05!!

oh god! i am so broke nw man!

nid scrimp n save le

hehe

nvm de la, once in a while splurge like dat ok la

plus i hardly buy things for mummy n bro de lor :P

i miss dear loads... ):

thanks love

2008-09-26T20:00:00.003+08:00

hehe
met donkey @ bedok int den took bus 196 to parkway mac
cos weather nt too friendly to us today la
so he did his physics ppr n eng compre while i laughed myself like a madwoman
while watchin 模范棒棒堂, was so hilarious lor
hahs
den finish le, c weather good liaos
den headed to ECP walk walk
since he long time no go der le
so jus walk walk
den walk bck, i went to buy ice cream @ the New Zealand wadever shop de la
2 scoops @ 4.90 bucks, mango n rum n raisin flavour, YUMMY!!
den went to find seat
den jus chatted lor
hmm, den how to say ar...? said some stuffs dat i wun say here la, private... hehe
he gave me a present dat i haf nv received b4 in my life n i tot it was so sweet
hehe
den jus chatted n chatted n chatted
was realli nice wen talkin to him
den headed bck to parkway der la
pei to bus stop cos he go find his frens while i meetin my parents
i tink today is rather a special day ba, u can say
hehe
wun forget today de
oh ya, den while mummy was payin bill at isetan

bro n me took a foto

he so tall lor

cant stand it

signin off!

sharon loves

back to the old days!

2008-09-23T19:24:00.003+08:00

gan jie met at my hse outside den both set off for haig girls pri ti find madam.

rch der 1240 den waited to 1pm den went in.
wanted to c mrs raihanah den so qiao, she was in the general office
waited for her outside la
was so happy lor, finally can get to c her liaos
den saw alot of other tchrs la
mrs chin, mrs yong, mdm zhuo, ms leong, mrs lim n many others
cant rmb :D
jus slacked arnd in the sch compund lor
den alot of memories jus flood back to me
kinda miss pri sch life lor
much more carefree n dun haf to worry bout relationships probs
haix
jie n i chatted alot of things while jus slackin at one corner jus outside of the staff office wer had a good view of the tchrs goin in n out
hahas
had quite alot of stares la, cos jie is more of the tomboy kind de ba
so some of them might think dat we r an item
hahs
jie like kenna shoot alot fo times lor by some of the tchrs
hahs
so funni
if u were der wif us, sure can laugh till stomachache de lor
wahahas
den we went to the bball court, as the net was so short n jie is taller dan me by ALOT!
so she attemted to 'slam-dunk' la
den i took a shot of it
hahs
nt bad huh?
heh heh
kk, den arnd 4 plus, we left la
mayb during the holis den jie n me will head bck to find mrs yong
cos she said find some time we mit for tea den we said ok ba
hahas
she is a veri nice tchr, patient
hehe
was my chinese tchr lor wen i was in pri 6
memories of pri sch r still vivid in my mind
went home lor, den nw here bloggin
here is the snapshot of jie hangin by the rim of the bball net...

signin off!

loves,
sharon

fixin...

2008-09-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

few days ago was chattin wif donkeyand gave some advice
told him that if u ever liked someone, go all out for it, give it all you've got
who knows she might be the one for u?
kept emphasising to him
seize the chance while u still have it or you might lose it
in the end, managed to get the message through to him
was about to head to bed wen received a message
read it, was abit stunned

reply to him:
i need some time to sort out my thots. as i do not want to hurt someone i love n care once again. once is enuff... hope you would give me some time. i need to b clear if tis is wad i want. so dun you worry and just concentrate on ur 'BF'... but wadever reply i give u wen i am ready, i jus hope like wad you said, would not change anything dat is btwn us. dat is my promise to u...

2008-09-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

met des at tampines mrt same place at 2 plus
sry, late abit la
walked to 450 der n shoot shoot lor
realli long time no play, shootin realli die liaos
haix
des fren came arnd nt long after dat la, den i bcame bystander c dem play
called calvin to come play, he said later ba
rained, so go seek shelter
des n me go buy water
come back, waited for calvin to come lor
nv reply my sms, he realli 'GD' fren la
rain stop, dey cont playin
des keep teasin me lor,
so tease him back
call him piglet den donkey
tink donkey fit him better bahs?
hahs (shhh)
stayed awhile more, den calvin called
he say he goin for match at SBC,, den goin wif his gf
he gd lor, FORGOT to tell me de...
he gd fren, haix
wad can i say ne? got gf, forgot fren le.
haix
arnd 6, jianlin, donkey n me went to mac eat...
den after dat both sent me to bus stop n pei me wait for bus
so sweet hor? good fren la...
so touched... :P
den i jus found out!
jianlin admitted dat he n des 同居 lor!
OMG! too gay le la!
hahas... :D
jkjk la...
how can b real de?
*evil laugh*
anyways, board bus 12 home
den got home le lor
so nw here bloggin
nw goin to plan nxt wk schedule le
hehe
dun wan rot at home
hehes

kk, signing off!

loves,
sharon

hahaha

2008-09-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

met des at bus stop opp bedok int den went to TMto watch Mama Mia!..
nt bad leh, the movie was a musical, but the songs n the plot was GREAT!
it was hilarious, OMG lor! Des n i was like laughin all the way la!
except for a part nearing the ending which was kinda touchin..
BUT... we didnt cry... hahas...
overall... the show was simply FANTASTIC! realli would tell my frens to go watch,
worth watchin... veri entertainin...

tink tmr cant mit him alr, he nids to visit his grandma...
but nvm, can go play bball anyways...
haix... cant say or do anythin...
was realli tinkin, mayb i shld nt haf a bf...
cos everythin seem to turn upside down...
i tink i nt suited to ba, frens better...
reliable..
cos he may nt like me, who noes...
hao ba... c how things goes ba...
let nature take its course le...
leave it to fate le, dun ahf the confidence to take matters in my own hands le la

signing off

loves,
sharon

why?

2008-09-18T16:43:00.002+08:00

i duno wad is happenin to me.
跟自己说不要在爱上了，免我在伤害多一个我所爱的人
但是还是喜欢上他了
知道他也有自己的些问题，
不想妨碍倒他
却想看他
现在很害怕在爱上他，但却没在一起或有些理由不能在一起，
我怕我不能撑下去。会崩溃。
可能心太软了吧？嘴巴说不能再爱上别人，
但心里却很需要一个人陪伴着她，呵护她，疼她，爱她。。
我想趁现在把他当成是朋友吧
以防万一，某些理由不能在一起，我不会那么的伤心吧？
我不能再受伤了，没有那个勇气再度爬起来。

:(

out!

2008-09-16T21:10:00.005+08:00

met des @ tampines mrt, den went to century square to play abit of arcade while waitin for his fren, jianming(i tink tis is ow it is spelled)..

went to food court to eat den after dat headed to queensway shopping centre to buy his shoe n cap... walked round n round n round lor, b4 he finally decided to buy his pair of shoes... haix... slow lor... jianming n i was like 'shootin' him all the way wen in queensway shopping centre, but i tink i had bin 'shootin' him since we boarded the train lor.. hahas... :D... dey ate ice cream den looked arnd for clothes... we kept associating him wif pink lor... pink shorts, shirt, hat, boxers... wahahaha... cnt tahan de... can laugh till stomachache de... but was fun... den we took 14 to cathay cineleisure n played pool till his frens come ba... at least his frens did nt realli suan him lor... so nt so bad la... hahas... but the pool table n the pool stick veri different feel leh... jus doesnt feel rite la, like got alot of friction de lor... hahas... but at least i 'owned' des lor... muahahaha :D...

den nt long after his frens came, i left for home.. the pics above r some of the cute shoes to me la i looked at the queensway shopping centre der... hehes... realli veri kawaii-neh!! the pool table we played was no 09... nice no... remind me of xiumin jersey no lor....went to katong shoppin centre for dinner, den while walkin after eatin in der, i saw jeffrey n ivan, sec 5 frm bnss de, last yr batch la... hahas... jeffrey still rmb me lor, hahas, nodded @ me... hehes... loooong time no c them le... how i miss sec sch life... hehes...

tis sat i am goin out, nt sure if he is able to go out wif me ma... if he is nt, nvm de, i can go out walk walk on my own bahs... hehes... jus wanted to spend some time wif him....

signing off!!

loves,

giRlgiRl

2008-09-08T19:54:00.007+08:00

stayed at home the whole day today, onli went out to vivo for dinner after fetching mummy frm work.. ate at food republic den after dat mummy went to DAISO to buy smth while i went to the pet shop to c some pets... i love puppies! so cute... esp chihuahuas lor... miniature de.. hehes... i saw 3 mini chihuahuas aslp... so kawaii neh!! hehes... i took a foto of dem slpin... after dat we went to haagen daaz to eat choco fondue... omg! it was soooo delicious! hehes... took fotos again... sinful but nice.. hehes... eatin it once in awhile is nt bad la.. heh heh...

haix... dunno wad is wrong wif me lately.. temper veri bad.. oways flare up easy... mayb it is due to me coopin up at home bahs... but wad to do, mummy dun let me out at nite... if onli she allows me, den it wun b a prob le... ahix... *shake head*... cant say anything le la... she like this cnt, dat cnt.. den wad can i do? no comments le... make me so fed up wen we tok about it lor... so i'd rather keep my mouth shut bahs... even if i go out, no one pei me den ppl say i emo.. haix.. is nt i wan go out alone de lor... is my frens most of them would stay at home.. dun say bout it le la... haix..

i'm so mixed up inside.. unsure of myself... cant differentiate wad is love n hate, fren n lover... was shld i do? nth? jus sit arnd n wait for someone to tell me wad the hell is goin on? i realli dun noe... i realli wan to tok to him, but he is bz n i am afraid dat even if he ans my call, his reply would b cold n unfriendly... sobs...

k, signin off!

loves,

girlgirl

2008-09-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

feel so lost again suddenly... no idea wad is happiness or sadness... whole body seem so numb... wad is happenin to me? i realli haf no clue... haix... wad am i tinkin? wad does my hrt tell me?
can i trust ppl wif wadever dey haf promised me? cos i trusted too many ppl but dey did nt adhere to it and in the end, it broke my hrt... so i dun realli noe if i shld trust ppl alr... i wan to protect myself.. cos the wound in my hrt may haf healed, but if i happen to bump into the same situation once more, the wound will tear open n it will bleed, even deeper n makin it harder for me to heal bck... i dun dare to love, to trust.. nt bcos i dun want, but is jus wantin to protect myself frm the pain... sometimes, i wish i am in a fantasy, wer der is no pain, torture, hurt... all is jus love, fun, bliss, happiness... i noe der isnt anyh of tis, but i jus wish... my gdbro once told me dat to forget the pain of an old r/s, get into a new one... but it isnt ez 2 find a new bf, plus, i jus couldnt get hurt once more... i cant take it... all i wan is jus one guy to prove to me dat nt all guys are the same...

loves.
girlgirl

2008-09-05T14:41:00.002+08:00

pei mummy go bishan c family doctor. den went to bugis haf brunch den walk walk...
bot present_keychain... 2 bracelets n a ring at bugis street... hehes... nt bad at all leh... den after dat came home le... goin to watch bang bang tang in bout 5 mins... so cute lor the boys... some gd lookin... wahaha...

today short post... cant tink much to blog about... anyway, signin off!

loves,
average piggy_oiNk!oiNk!

omg!

2008-09-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

went to watch hana yori dango FINAL today... went to E-Hub alone to watch de...
cos wore the new pair of shoes, i kena blister on my right leg.. shit man... rch E-Hub, went to buy ticket first, hehes, used the voucher, so i dun haf to pay a single cent...wakakaka =D... den limped all the way to ntuc to buy plaster.. hehes... n guess who i met after my purchase? vien, caroline, hiulian n xinyi!! so qiao lor! hahs... saw huilian's bck, seemd familiar to me, den i heard vien talkin, den i called out to her... the first thing she said was 'i dunno her!' hahs... so funni... so went tgt lor... as show started at 3.50, we had an hr or so to spare... so went to arcade to play bball lor... hahs...

my seatin was diff frm dem, mine was E9, dey were B9-12... but the show was so funni dat i could hear dem laughin lor.. hahs... nt a bad show, to me la... den after the show ended, which was bout 6pm, decided to go to white sands to eat dinner.. halfway walkin, boyboy called me... so i bang seh vien darlin again, go mit boyboy... had dinner at E-Hub... the shop was called, if i am nt wrong, street smth... ate prawn dumpling noodles, nt bad leh... their milk tea oso nt bad... ate le den i had to go home, so boyboy sent me to the bus stop... den he ahd to go bck to the chalet at aloha, after i had boarded the bus la.. hehes... thanks wor! boyboy... hehes... but i want my hairband back!!!

kk, signin off here...

loves,
average piggy_oiNk!oiNk!

2008-09-03T19:47:00.002+08:00

went to JB wif family ytr... holiday inn we went to first, wanted to buy some skirts de but couldnt find any to my liking... hehe... shoes too, but sadly...
headed to city square to haf lunch... nt bad.. hehe... city square was havin a sale, so bot a pair of high cut mickey mouse sneakers... hehes.. as shown above... hehes... cool rite? i simply love it! for RM29.00, great steal man! hahs..

didnt reply boyboy msg wen arrive bck in singapore, sry sry wor... too tired le... at nite, didnt slp till 3 cos waitin for his msg... hehe.. nvm... nw bloggin here... tmr the hana yori dango FINAL comin into the cinemas le... cant wait to go watch... mayb i goin wif boyboy or i go alone... c boyboy free ma cos he got sch tmr oso... see how bahs... heh heh...

signin off! toodles!

loves,
average pig_oink!oink!

tchr day!

2008-08-29T23:39:00.004+08:00

met up cat at 8.10 at the bus stop opp 7-eleven near sch den walked to mac to mit the guys. slacked den went to sch.. saw danish/jinghong/clements/jasper/shuling/huimin/jap/yoanna at the gate outside. cat n me went in to register to enter sch, den she went to take her grad cert along wif jap n yoanna... realli miss dem lots lor...went to hall n saw more of my frens... dominic/kenneth-my korkor! miss him sooo much lor/ryusdi-best mate in sec 3... saw my tchrs... omg lor... missed sec sch de... mrs ong, ms ong, ms kong, mdm haliza, so on... but dey had 2 rush 4 a course.. den so luqman/eezzat/jialin/clement/yamjim/cat n me went to marina square 2 eat @ BK den luq n clem left 4 an interview, while the rest slacked 2 wait for stanley/dickson/liangde arrival... waited so long, can slp de lor... wen all were here, we left for katong to go LAN while cat bang seh me to go home.. sobs sobs.. T__T.. leaving me the onli girl, took 10 to katong onli to find full hse(tinkin is tchr day, all students can go home early), so decided to go to parkway tower lvl 5 to play pool... quite awkward la, onli girl to like... err... 10 guys? den booked a table n played... toom turns lor... was saved wen my darling vien n weichan came to the rescue... packed up n left for parkway to eat.. the guys ate, not me cos i was waitin for mummy... den so i left to mit mummy wen she came... while the others went to wait for haohan/youshun n the rest to come as they r goin to ton overnite at ECP... after dinner, waited for didi to mit us... mummy bot a pair of shoes, n a PJ while she bot for me a jacket wif a hoodie!! hehes... BTW! cat took some pics of me n her... my darling xiiao huang... <3

tink cat secretly took tis pic of me n my darling gan di, ban bee... long time no c my gan di n gan mei le... singhong n xiaoli... miss u 2 lots...

i promise to help desmond, xiaoli n my gan di, ban bee wif their studies... of which ban bee n desmond r havin their o lvls soon... i will do my best to help u all de... jiayou!

n special thanks to guan zhui for giving me my present... sry it took so long for me to receive it... realli thanks...

kk, i goin to watch my show alr... so ending off here... ciao!

loves,
average piggy_oink!

痛

2008-08-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

心很乱，痛。真不知道我该怎么办？好像见你，想你想到要疯掉了！但是一见你，我不知道我要说什么。怕结果还是会一样的。我现在不能答应你所要求的，但是我现在只能答应你我对你的感情。我不想就此分开。

souless? or in need?

2008-08-27T19:49:00.003+08:00

i dunno myself nw... my hrt feels like it is breakin in 2 n it hurts alot... i feel like an empty shell... i nid someone or smth to fill it up... warmth, love, protection, i need it, want it... i tink i am goin crazy... i nid him beside me, i want to feel his warmth, his hug, simply all bout him i wan... as long as he is here wif me, i nid not haf to b afraid of anythin... haix... seeing his nick, realli makes me know how much pain he is in, i realli wish i could rush down to his side to wipe off the pain in him... if i could do anything to jus alleviate his pain, i would... i would rather i b the one in pain dan he, cos i cant bear to c him in pain or hurt or jus unhappy... though i noe i am the one who caused him to b like tis... n i feel so much guilt in me.. sometimes i jus feel i dun deserve to b the girl dat he loves as i found out dat i seem to b able to onli hurt the ones dat i love the most... mayb i shld isolate myself frm everyone else, lest i hurt someone again... i jus miss him, miss him so much i am goin to go nuts! i duno wad 2 do le, i feel so lost, no aim, no direction, no goal in life, love? do i deserve it or him? i nid u so much nw...

hurt/confused/guilt?

2008-08-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

i realli dun wan 2 lose u... i noe u r giving us one more chance, n i am grateful... however, i feel it is oways my fault dat we r like tis... cos i am unable to go out at nite, and dat's wad i oso dun like... i'm realli tryin to my best to b someone u wanna haf, but it takes time... n wen ever i reply duno, it does nt mean i dun wan, it is the time dat i nid... u r veri patient to me n realli care for my feelins, dat i noe, deep inside my heart... dat time wen u said jus b frens, i realli hated u den, nt real hate, was jus sad n numb... so numb i tot i couldnt feel anymore...
i wan to cherish the chance u r giving us nw, but i feel guilt, worried dat i might hurt u once again cos i cant b the girlfriend dat is oways wif u... i hope u noe how i feel, n ti dun wan to b wif u but is me! my differences dat is holding us apart... i reallli wish sometimes dat time would oways stop wen we r tgt... cos it is the onli time wen i realli feel secure, happy, nt worried of wad might happen to us the moment we separate...
right nw, wen doin tis post, i realli wan u beside me, to give me courage, to hold me close...
y cant i haf a happy r/s? izit cos i'm bein restricted by parents? or izit jus me? can anyone tell me? can u tell me?

?? love ??

2008-08-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

what is love? can anyone tell me? i jus dunno, i dun seem to b able to differentiate wad is love or jus admire... mayb i haf bin too hurt to b able to noe wad is it already... since my last, i haf nt bin able to recall how does it feel bein loved n loving someone... nt to mention the it brings wen it all comes to an end...

i do nt haf the courage or wad to hate u, i could nv hate u... jus dat i am kinda disappointed or should i say u haf ruined me, completely destroyed me... wad is love, joy, bliss?? all these feelins i do nt noe... wad i can onli feel nw is confusion, sadness... i may look fine wen conversing wif others, but deep down inside, no one noes how i realli feel... onli those who noe me realli well can c through my thick 'happy' mask n c the vulnerability inside...

wen can i ever b truly happy again? i dun know... i jus wish someone i realli trust can b beside me n jus give me his support... i realli nid a shoulder to lean on to, to b my pillar of strength or else i am afraid i would crumble within soon... god, please send an angel to me...

my past 2 pprs of my sem exam haf bin screwed up alr... haix... super low on morale liaos... hope i wun screw up the nxt 2 pprs!!

loves,
average pig

2008-08-15T18:25:00.001+08:00

took a personality test... after readin it, it sounded realli true as it reflects me... wad i am n nt who i am... these is wad it said bout me...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

loves,
average pig

2008-08-14T00:01:00.004+08:00

today class ended at 10, so went to mac to haf brunch... after dat, went to 帅猪 hse... went der to watch tv, jus relax lor... in the end, i was bein 'tortured', stuffed wif pillows n tickled, n of cos, bein suanned by him... haix.... den he showed me the jeff dunham show, funni like wad man... laugh till like crazy ppl de lor... hahas.. bleahs.... anyway, goin play bball tmr wif him... funfunfun!! besides, took sneak foto of him wen he was nt lookin.... cute lor... hahas... thanks to him, i feel much better..

2008-08-10T21:28:00.002+08:00

The end of love, the start of pain

The blood from my heart that now aches, stains

With the thought of your image, the thought of you care

Devoted to another, whilst my spirit is bare

Where am I to go, where is my hope now

Am I no longer important like our dedicated vows

You promised to always be there, and love me no matter what

But it seems you’ve moved on,

The breakdown of our relationship, the break of my poor heart

You took away my faith, my dreams, I now have nothing left

My happiness has disappeared; a brutal act of theft

You promised to always be there, but now it all depends

On if you’ve found another love and when my heartache ends

2008-08-08T10:10:00.002+08:00

好希望你看得见我

好希望你能关心我多一些

好希望你能真的爱我

好想念你

2008-08-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

heyhey!!

today left class at 12 to mit at clubhse to get ready for the poly 50... hahas... it was a nice experience, joinin the poly 50... memorable... wahahas... : D... thanks to all the helpers, team one to three... and a good job to all the runners!! team one got tenth place... nt bad, and the two teams did their best... so good... : P...

haix... 很想念他。its like we can hardly mit de, nt his fault la, is mine cos of my schedule n timing... sobs... wan go out wif him, but is like got smth will pop up and spoil out time de.... shake head*... hmm, i miss the time wen we would tok on the fone, or at least on msn oso can... but i dunno leh, is like he does nt like to tok much de... regardless of whether is in msn or sms, wen he say 'tok to u again', i dun haf the slightest idea if he will realli call or contact me de...

its abit dat i dun haf any confidence in him... but jus haf tis feelin lor... may sound foolish... but is like my past r/s made me even more paranoid wen i am in a r/s... keep tinkin if he will 'shuai' me or wadsoever... i trust him, i realli do... wen wif him, i feel protected, loved, jus bein thought upon... but wen i am alone, i start to tink things... haix... realli stupid leh me.. i find i dun haf the sense of security, dats y i oways tink other stuffs... : (... i am findin time wen we can go out, but stilll haf to ask him if he can go out on dat dae or wad... cos i dun wan him to tink i dun wan to go out wif him or wad... he nid nt haf to spend much money, jus a stroll along the park is fine... as long as both of us r tgt...

u r who u r... n i <3 him... but, i dunno if he tinks tis way too... he may nt believe me, but i truly am... i may nt b a gd gf or wad, but i am indeed tryin to b one... jus sometimes, follow my pace, n i will catch up in the end... to b a gd gf to u... i jus wan us to last... dats all i haf to say...

loves,
snowman08

2008-08-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

因为爱你
是我上辈子修来得福分
所以爱你
是我上辈子未修完的福分
继续爱你
是我这辈子必须达成的福分
可以永远爱你
是我十辈子也换不到的福分

loves,
snowman08

2008-08-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

today as der was no class, i met dear at vivo and went to watch 'the mummy'... but as we arrived early, and the golden village have nt opened yet, we headed to the rooftop der, sit down, chat n enjoyin the breeze... hehes... arnd 10am, we went bck in to buy the tickets. nt bad ar, the movie... slthough some say dat the movie is nt nice de... hahas... after dat, went to the hawker centre opp harbourfront to haf lunch... was hungry, but didnt feel like eatin... went to sch after dat... and it was dear's first time entering polytechnic... so is new to him.. arnd 4, he went off to mit his fren at queensway shoppin mall.. while i went bck to clubhse for trainin...

wakaos!! trainin did ranger squats, sit ups(improvised), leg raise, diamond, knuckle push ups, frog jumps(front and back direction), leopard crawl(tink is called as dat), and arnd 200 jumpin jacks!! can die de... but was fun... however the jumpin jack was a killer lor... after completin it, i was so freakin tired n breathless n in pain dat i sort of cried la... haix... nxt wk poly 50 le... nid to jiayou... TEAM ONE JIAYOU! TEAM TWO N THREE OSO JIAYOU!! hehes...

nw whole body esp thighs aching like wad... goin to haf a major aversion of stairs for the next few days le... hahas...

anyways, i realli enjoyed our date todae... although was a simple date goin to watch movie n haf lunch n u pei me go sch, i realli am happy n will nt 4get it de... iLoveU...

loves,
snowman08

hehes

2008-07-31T00:42:00.002+08:00

hehes, cant wait to go out wif my dear on fri! but got trainin after dat at 5, damn!

loves,
snowman08

class outin!!

2008-07-25T21:35:00.004+08:00

heyo!!

heyheyhey!! today had online prac at 930 in the mornin... at least is slightly later dan 8 in the mornin rite?? hehes... : p.. hmm, after our biphysic tutorial, we went to eat instant noodles n bento set at fc 5... lame rite? hahas...

cos today was our class outin day, den we goin to sentosa to play la... hehes... so we met at dover stn at 1pm, den headed to vivo to buy some stuffs... asked jasmin to buy for us the vodka, but low in alcohol content lor... but was nice la, long itme no drink liaos... wahahas!! took the monorail to sentosa n headed to palawan beach... weather todsay gloomy lor... haix... so sad... sobs...

it was like drizzling den rainin den drizzle den no rain.... like wth lor!! haiyo... but we like heck care one lor... jasmin, siyang, shimin, neshanthi, hazimah, nabilah n mii went across the bridge to the other side while it was rainin quite heavily n jus went der to go crazy lor... hahas... den headed bck to the rest... hazimah n mii went into the water as it was warmer... hahas... asked yaosheng to buy a ball to play wif... den we kinda played soccer, monkey, n touch rugby... it was fun fun!! hahas... after dat, we played truth or dare, and the boys who kena the dare had to do veri 'nice' stuffs!! hahas...

yaseen had to do 5 cute poses, jin jie did pole dance arnd kwoon hang, yao sheng had to chase after the tram, yao sheng n yaseen had to liek ran towards each other n call each other names like a long lost couple like dat... hilarious!! : D

den after all those fun, we went to wash up n changed to dry clothing, den headed to vivo again... waited for dr cui, and he treated us to long john silvers for dinner... ate outside the playground der, n played the games der... like we were childhood deprieved de... wahahas...

i took alot of pics de... will post some here... if u wan to c more, u can go to my friendster acc @ cherry5321005@hotmail.com... but today;s outin was a memorable one, even though the weather was nt good.... hehes...

loves,

snowman08

TIRED!!

2008-07-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

hey hey!!

hehes... today got trainin lor... haix... den jasmin bang seh me... sobs... :(...
today chem lesson, as the weather was soooo nice... i was in my stonin mood..
hehes... like walkin zombie lor...wahahahas... :D
ate prawn mee soup for breakfast n dat was it until i got bck home arnd 9 plus in the nite... nice rite?
hehes... bleahs!! :P ...

class ended at 1, so ys n i went to the clubhse immediately... toked to thomas n saiful for awhile, den proceeded to sleepin... hehes... onli 6 girls came lor for the trainin... at least it was the first 2 teams of the girls dat came... actually, todays trainin was nta s tirin as last wk... last wk one was a killer!! hmm, we ran the poly 50 finish... found junxian slipped at the drain der n fell... hurt his ankle n knee, the whole right side... haix.... hope he gets better... as he is in my team... jus take care aite?

erms, the cooling down was fun... better dan last wk... hahas... but i cant go for trainin tis fri lor, cos we haf our class outin at sentosa... hehe... cant wait for dat... as we haf planned a few games... :P... sat too, i cant go for the bukit timah nature reserve as i haf chem remedial... sadded lor...wanted to go de... den nxt wed dun haf trainin, tink to let us rest n to prevent anymore injuries bahs...

tmr got online math quiz... die liaos... haven study yet... whole body achin like hell... sianx ar!! den mon got anatomy test... oso got bsbm test... haix... die die die... X_X

kk, signin off nw... buaix buaix!!

loves,
snowman08

why??

2008-07-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

u said u love me,

but u were goin to break my heart.

u said u would love me forever.

so, why are we apart?

if u realli meant forever,

then say u will try,

'cause u once said forever,

and that made me cry

hothothot

2008-07-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey!

sry for nt updating the last few days... was bz wif stuffs... hmm, today prac was postponed to nxt fri so der was no classes today... but stil went to sch to do our CRS presentation as we had to present nxt tues... quite nervous actually... hehes....

suppose to mit at 9 today, n i woke up late.. haix... so rushed, tot takin bus would make me late, plus, it would b veri packed... so i met jasmin at lavender to take train, n was early... went to book a project rm in the library to do the work as we can do wad we wan in der... hehes... finished quite early, so we left... the others went to the business block to haf lunch, while i left dem to head to far east plaza to mit wenjie for lunch... haven bin der b4, so my frens told me the way... hahas...

live in sg so long le, still dunno the way to orchard... bleahs... hmms, had a nice time wif him... hahas... all the way was tokin lor... spiting each other at times... had hor fun for lunch... den went to isetan, as he wanted to but some snacks to munch while workin... hehes... he has a big appetite de lor... hahas... bigger dan me... dots... k la, tis buddy here ar, our 'battle; still ongoin... hehes... dunno wen will end de lor... : ) so dun tink u r nt fun, cos i tink likewise, in contrast, u r fun n special in ur own way... dat is frm ur good buddy here... hehe... : p

tis sun will b the last day doin my CIP... mus rmb to bring my camera as i nid to take pic for our presentation... haix.. leg still achin lor, haven recover yet... c how lor... hahas...

to my dear zhong huang, dun fret ok? oways rmb dat u r nt alone... da huang n xiiao huang will b oways der for u de... do anything, give us a call n we will fly down to ur side de.. our friendship will nv wane... dat i can promise u... ok? take cares...

signin off!!

loves,
snowman08

srysry

2008-07-15T20:18:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!!

hehez, sry for nt updating wor... hmm, had prac today, so damn boring lor... didnt actually listen to benjamin yang tokin... hehes... naughty rite? dots...
hmm, was instead chattin on msn wif christ... thanks to him for accompanying me... hehes... but dun nid to oways ask me if i ok ma.. i ok de la... hehs...
during my break frm 12 to 1, we went to mac to eat cos as it was luch period, and u noe fast food places serves food veri fast de ma... so we went to mac lor... hehes... den went for elango's class... ended up chattin wif christ again... wahahaha... but got listen to lecture oso lor...
actually after his lect got CRS lesson one, but jasmin n me decided to pon lesson... hehes... so i went home early...

anyways, nth much to update le... waiting for ppl to go online... kk, take cares, wil update tmr bahs... c whether i got the energy anot... hehes, cos got spa trainin tmr... runnin 8 rounds arnd the poly 50 route... haix... hope my leg wun crmap de bahs... hehes... kk...

signing off!!

loves,
snowman08

hihi

2008-07-13T17:46:00.002+08:00

ohaiyo!!

didnt realli slp the day b4, kept tossin n turnin in bed... haix... woke up at 730 am.. cleaned up and had breakfast... den left for lavender stn to mit the others arnd 10 cos got CIP today.. diff grp of ppl led us...

tink didnt haf enuff slp, so i didnt realli tink straight lor... cyclin keep goin wrong direction n keep nearly fallin off the bite... haix... my frens oso tell me to relax... hahas...
finshed qjuite early, so jasmin n me went to marina square the Han's shop to eat our lunch... hor fun n fried rice... den we went to but yie yien's present... a bracelet...

after dat. walked abit more den went home le... oh ya, on our way bck to the waterways hq, we saw a couple holding hands, nt jus any couple, it is GAY couple... it seemed ok to me la, but nt to my frens... dey got so high jsu seeing dat lor... hahas... i was like tellin dem to keep mum till we get bck, but jasmin was like blabbering away, may she too shocked le bahs... hehes..

my left elbow hurts lor... mayb i overstrained le bahs... nw better le, but my left wrist is like pain de lor... tis one is like for a long while le, onli nw is more painful... no idea how come like dat de... seems like tmr got to wear wrist guard le bahs... but if my elbow haven recover, den oso elbow guard oso wear lor... wa, den left hand all under guard lor... hehes... sure loo weird de bahs... hehes... anyway, i goin for dinner le...

oh ya, 2 someone... our battle haf nt ended yet... so we nid to find a day wor... hmm, after ur work bahs n wen u r feelin better... rest more, if nt haf headache again... take cares wor... : D

loves,
snowman08

sianx!!

2008-07-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

yoyo,

haix, today so sianx... nth to do... got national day preview today... tink is noise pollution lor, so noisy... ppl wan slp cnt slp... haix...

tmr goin for CIP again... dunno whether my leg can recover by wed ma.. cos tmr cycle, nid use leg muscle... haix... den wed cnt pon trainin... X_X

kk, will update more tmr bahs... take cares...

loves,
snowman08

diaos...

2008-07-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!!

haix, come bck home, went to do bsbm report... so sianx.. cos we tot tmr was the deadline... nw, glendon informed me that greg poi agreed to extend our deadline to wk 14... cant believe lor... make me so chiong last nite... somemore, last nite was so damn shack de... but thx to daniel kor, who pei me through the nite, tryin to keep me awake... thanks kor!!! hehes...

woke up tis mornin, backside and calves were aching like shit lor... cant walk properly... hehes... haix... leg almost cramp oso... hehes...

at least dun haf to chiong the report nw... hehes... can lax a little... later den finish up bahs... since i left conclusion onli.. hehes...

wan play bball!!! so deprieved... hehes... but wan find friends to play wif me leh, dun wan feel loner... wa ha ha...

loves,
snowman08

tired!!!

2008-07-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

yoyo!

today class started at 8am.. so tired... first lesson was chem n we did chem equilibrium... nt so bad... den teased dr chia by askin if he wan to join us for our class outin... hahas... had quite alot of fun then... den we had break, wif math nxt...wa, cnt tahan lor... tchr voice realli make us slpy, even some of us alr dozed off lor... hahas... tchr seemed to realise... after dat, we had BSBM lect... didnt pay attention lor, was watchin show online wif jasmin... laugh till like mad ppl de...

den while my frens went to moberly to do work, i went to dover stn to pick up wenjie... cos we agreed to mit today to eat... hahas... in the end, ended up eatin KFC... he eat super fast lor... hahas... den stayed der to chat... he n i both veri lame de, tok tok tok most veri cold de lor.... wahahahas... it was nice tokin to him de... hehes... oh ya, i wan to make a comment... [u r nt skinny, jus rite... i'm worse lor... seems u noe.. hehes... n u dun look nerdy nor u r lame, cos i am oso one of them too!! hahas] hope can mit up again sometime soon!! 'war' nt over yet... hahas... though u r still winnin me...

den we separated as he was goin to bugis to walk b4 his bball game at 8 at kovan... hope u won... hehes... den went for trainin... my seniors was askin me like if i was gion for the sea-x... hahas... which i am not... den jiayao like wanted me to go for the poly 50 as there r few girls goin lor... warm up was short, n we ran poly 70... haix... so freakin tired lor...didnt exactly run 70 rounds la, cos it was split into 3 parts, den at eeach stn got ppl der de lor... smth like baton relay... fun la, but since i didnt gofor 3 trainins, stamina.... die liaos... at my last lap, my right calf cramped like hell lor... adam helped me stretch, but once he let go, the cramp came bck again... den jiayao helped me, which was better... nw at home, my calf still got the tightness feelin lor... haix...

after the cool down, jiayao was confirmin the team no 1, which i was in jus nw, runnin... den he said i was in... ok la, i am willin to run, but i scared i dun haf the stamina lor... i dun wan to bring down the whole grp if i haf a cramp lor... guilty de leh... haix...

kk la, i nid to sign off le... ahf to rush my BSBM report.. due on fri mornin... arghh!! tot can rest, whole back achin lor.. haix...

loves,
snowman08

nt a day 4 me

2008-07-08T19:26:00.002+08:00

yoyo!

today class started at 8... did practical in an hr, fastest time record!! hahas... joyce n faye, mii n jasmin... both our grps were the first 2 to leave... we, ourselves, culdnt believe it lor... hahas... den went to fc 2 to eat den do abit of chem tutorial... but in the end, the questions seemed to haf a hypnotic trance on us dat we felt slpy jus starin at it for a few minutes... hahas...

went for chem lect den, den got a reprimand by dr chia for some of the students did nt hand in the mst ppr... after the lesson, we had our break n we went to the library before our bsbm lesson... n i saw alex... wif his frens.. didnt realise we were headin to the same rm... even though we r frens nw, or so he calls it... but i dun feel dat we r even frens lor... cos we dun even tok or say hi face to face.. nt angry alr is another thing, but whether bein able to let go totally is another thing... in this case, i cant seem to let go of it... seein him nw makes me feel sad, as though my hrt breaks in 2... but i cant do anything about it.. haix... kor, i nid ur help leh... if u c tis post, pls call me.. i nid ur guidance realli desperately... i shldnt haf fallen in love in the first place wif him, if i knew dat i would b hurt tis bad... sobs...

i also wan to apologise to someone... i noe i haf hurt u, but i tink it is best for me to tell u sooner lest u will b hurt deeper... its nt dat i detest u or wad so ever, but, i am realli nt ready for another relationship... i am reali sry.. n i did nt cheat on u as i dun haf a bf...

its a bad day for me as today enounters haf made me feel brokenhearted at one point, and sad at the other... i nid to sign off nw... daniel, i nid ur guidance desperately...

loves,
snowman08

schlz!!! arrgh!!

2008-07-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

a brand new wk has started... haix... the last wk was so bz tryin to finish up the reports which needed to b handed in today... at last... but still, still left wif my biochem, math pbl and my CRS discussion cafe... shake head* looks like i cant rest till wen tis is all over... haix...

went to sch early at 745 to ahnd in my test to dr chia... jus for dat onli... while waiting, heard gab n kh were playing arnd wif a kitten... so cute... kept jumpin on the table n off it... gab said the kitten jumped onto his laptop n somehow 'added' new words onto his report... hahas... so cute n funni... after giving the ppr to dr chia, we went to mac to haf breakfast... after dat, we chiong all the way to the library to watch shutter one...

nice show man!! i can tell u... it took us since april jus to get our hands on this dvd lor, cos it is oways nower 2 b found... hehes... as we were the first few ones to b in the media rm, we managed to get the grp viewing rm wer itis considered 'soundproof'' la... faye was finishin her report while the others were watching the show, me too, of cos!! hehes...

as der were onli like 5 girls in the rm, the scary part, one screamed, all screamed... funni abit, scary abit... as this show is one of the scariest show i've seen so far... joyce n jasmin was so firghtened at certain points of the show dat joyce hid her face behind her hands, while jasmin blocked her face using ppr... hahas... it was so cute dat scene lor... kawaii neh!!!

after dat, we went for our math class, which i ended up stoning again!! dunno y leh... but somehow, i managed to b semi-conscious la... den headed for luch at fc 1... n i saw dominic der!! as his sch was nxt to the fc 1... hard to c im these days, but he is still the same lor... nt sure whether he still love to act blur in front of me... anyways, it is good to c some familiar faces la, in sp... realli miss my xiiao huang n zhong huang... sobs... hehes...

hmm, nt sure i wan to run for my club the poly 50 leh... contemplating... half wan to run, the other half dun feel like... tryin to persuade jasmin to run, but havin a hard time though... i love tis club n the ppl in it... cos dey r fun n i dey kind of indirectly help me to de-stress, in a way... fun, spontaneous, enthusiastic, determined... these r the few reasons y i love tis club n i nv regret joinin...

kk la, i nid to go le... haf trainin tis wed at 330pm... b4 dat, havin lunch wif 冷笑王... hehes... toodles!!

loves,
snowman08

CIP @ waterways

2008-07-06T19:19:00.006+08:00

yoyo!

went for my CIP today... met up at lavender stn @ 10 den left for the waterways hq... rched er early, found out dat it will open onli @ 11, so we waited for hazimah, who was late... 11 plus, we signed in and was briefed on today's job... faye took the boat, while the rest took the bike... we cycled frm waterways all the way to arnd clark quay der... fun, as we laughed alot... hahas...

had two stops for water breaks n we took some fotos... was so happy cos i managed to get a shot of jasmin aka green tea... as she does nt like to take pic de...

cute rite? hahas... took wif hazimah n joyce too!! u can c it in my friendster acc... wen we came bck, faye was so happy to c us as she came bck alone frm theboat ride n was kinda lonely... hehes... den we went to marina square to eat.... but faye went bck to change... so left the 4 of us, me, hazimah, jasmin n joyce... we went to the fdcrt to eat... den went to the shop "Fox" to shop arnd as the clothes der r so awesome lor... hehes... i tried on a short white skirt n a pink top which i find realli suite me lor, while joyce tried on 2 sets of clothes...

i tink joyce totally suits this clothes lor... hahas... which, in the end, she bot... bout 118 bucks bahs... hehes... how bout mine? i realli love this set de, but i didnt haf enuff money... so in the end, i onli bot the skirt... better dan nth i guess... it cost 43 bucks... on the high side but i realli ove this shop's design lor... so our age de... wahahaha... den sent dem home while waitin for mac... he came wif his fren... den we jus wandered arnd... hmm, den i went home as i needed to cos my daddy called me... so here i am, blogging...

need to go nw!! watch bang bang tang... hehes... [wish i could tok more wif u... time tgt was short]

loves,

snowman08

lazy day...

2008-07-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

hihi,

today is just another borin day... got up at 11am today, cant believe it lor... hehes... slept for almost 12 hrs leh... haix... daddy alr was out by then le, to meet his client... hmm, i got up, washed up then headed bck to my rm to complete my chem report and biophysics report... took me about 3 hours to get it done wif... nw left wif math pbl, biochem and my CRS article... haix... wonder wen i can finish dem...

didnt go out today, jus stayed at home to complete my work den watched bang bang tang again... hahas... realli funni... today is the choosing for the sea expedition for our adventure club at poly marina... but i couldnt go as i nid to take care of my mummy and dat i haf work to complete... i would like to apologise to Eugene dey all dat i could nt go... as i heard dat dey tot i should go since i was so 'chiong' during those trainins... i noe, i wanted to go but to some circumstances... ... i cant... shake head*

anyways, tmr i will b goin for my CIP work at waterways, cant wait!!! hehes... bleahs... den goin to haf dinner wif mac... hehes... den will b gion home... tis mth got alot of nice movies to watch... i wan to watch, but dun haf the time to go out, nt to mention goin out for a movie lor... haix... i wan to watch hancock, missing and wanted... i love those shows... esp the show 'missin' as it is a horror movie... i cant understand y some guys r so scared of watchin horror movies lor... no matter how i persuade dem to pei me watch, it is no use de... haix... wonder y... k, no more toks of dem... guys r so unpredictable... yupps..

will update more tmr!!

loves,
snowman08

... ...

2008-07-04T19:36:00.005+08:00

can u believe it! it rained today!! arnd 5 in the mornin, tinkin at the windows were nt closed, i got up automatically to close it, but onli to realise dat it had nv bin opened... kaoz... went bck to slp, but the clock rang at 515... so i onli slept like for... 15 mins?! haix... got up den did all the necessary things den went to sch... as my prac starts at 8... the prac room is like so cold... we did an experiment on fatty acids and oil... as i was so bored... i took 2 pics in the prac rm...

tis pic is the chemicals and test tubes we used for the prac... lame rite? hahas... but i was veri bored la... so forgive me... : D

tis is another pic frm the rpac rm... the one sittin down is siyang, my good fren... and the one standin in front of her is my darlin... hehes... same sec sch, same sch nw, same class... oso same sec n poly cca!! hmm, as der wasnt any biophysics prac, jasmin, siyang, shimin, pei yu, yao sheng n i went to the library to book a project rm to do our work...

we could haf gone home the moment the prac was doen, however, we had to stay to mit up wif our chem tchr to hand in our mst ppr... so... haix, waited so long for dr chia lor... after meetin up wif him, we went to the library again ti cont wif our work... towards the end, pei yu was playin doom 3 and we stayed abit to watch... thrillin!! but i would get hook, so i will abstain it... hehes...

tis sun, jasmin, hazimah, joyce, faye n me will b doin our CIP work... something like cleaners, but will b fun!! hehes... after dat, will b meetin someone for dinner, den go bck home to take care of mummy... i so guai... dots... hehes...

kk, i gtg le.. take cares everyone!! zhong huang, xiiao huang, mit up soon!! miss u much...

loves,

snowman08